Enjoyment and Torture
The subsequent afternoon, Yi Zhize was working in his workplace when An Rong knocked on the clear glass door, “Yi Yi, there is a supply for you, shall I convey it in for you?”
“Okay,” Yi Zhize regarded up from his pc display screen, “thanks.”
An Rong handed him a paper bag of paperwork, “You are welcome. I heard that you simply had dinner with Victor yesterday? What did you speak about?”
Yi Zhize opened the file, “Nothing, we talked a couple of case.”
“Was it the British physician homicide case?”
“En.”
Contained in the file was a fantastically drawn invitation, the quilt learn: Pricey Mr. Yi Zhize.
An Rong lowered her voice and mentioned, “I heard that the physician was significantly perverted. He has a particular sexual fetish and likes to play with that! Ahem, you already know!”
Yi Zhize mentioned helplessly, “An Rong, I assumed you had been involved concerning the authorized content material.”
“How are the main points of the case not thought-about authorized content material?” An Rong pursued, “I additionally heard that this physician was having enjoyable together with his sympathetic younger lover and unintentionally failed to understand the proper diploma, so somebody bought killed. Is that proper?”
“Sure.” Yi Zhize was studying the invitation with no fluctuation of emotion.
An Rong mentioned excitedly, “Then this case is simply too thrilling!!!”
Yi Zhize sighed and mentioned, “You have been within the trade for thus a few years, this degree is nothing, what’s there to get enthusiastic about.”
“I have been uninterested in all of the circumstances I have been engaged on recently, why cannot I gossip a couple of new one?”
“You may ask Victor.”
“No, I do not know him nicely. In addition to, he is a particular thief!” An Rong complained, “As quickly as I requested him about the important thing factors, he did not need to say something, so he pretended he did not perceive and spoke English to me.”
Yi Zhize considered a sure witty picture and could not assist however chuckle softly.
“Ah, English! I hate English probably the most! It is a torture with all of the gibberish!!!” Seeing that Yi Zhize stored holding the invitation and studying it, An Rong requested in passing, “The entire cowl is so festive, who invited you? A buddy bought married? Ingesting marriage ceremony wine?”
“No,” Yi Zhize mentioned, “it is a faculty buddy’s birthday.”
“It is only a birthday, is it essential to be so exaggerated?”
“He is all the time been like that.”
“Oh I see, wealthy boy!”
“Kind of.” Yi Zhize put the invitation in his purse, “When it comes to work, you may belief Victor, he is very succesful. But when it is a private relationship, it is higher to be cautious.”
“Why?” An Rong questioned, “He appears to be very nice to cope with.”
“No motive,” Yi Zhize did not need to say extra, “it is simply my private recommendation.”
After work, Yi Zhize drove to Ou Tingyun’s residence.
As promised, he had come for his hypnotherapy session.
Was it higher or worse since assembly him?
Yi Zhize himself couldn’t inform.
On the brilliant aspect, the standard of his sleep has improved.
The insomnia had not been cured, however there was lastly a option to sleep peacefully.
The dangerous factor is that the disagreeable previous was all the time lurking within the shadows like a haze.
He had a way of disaster.
Like for the time being, on his option to see that physician.
He had blended feelings.
The need to see him.
Was it out of a thirst for hypnosis, or was it one thing else?
He did not know.
Yi Zhize frowned, and a few sweat broke out on his palms as he gripped the steering wheel.
He did not know.
However he understood that he needed to see him.
Let illness be the excuse, he thought.
Let being sick be the quilt for what was rightfully his.
He had solely come to fulfil his rights.
As his affected person, to see his physician.
The whole lot appeared so respectable.
So inevitable.
So…
Pressing.
———
Mendacity within the remedy room, the physician’s voice was the identical as ever.
Light and delicate, it teased a tingling itch in his ears.
Yi Zhize closed his eyes, his nervousness having lengthy since subsided, however giving option to an overflowing nervousness.
It was one in all anticipation and longing.
And but with a form of panic.
Blended with a stirring that he had by no means skilled earlier than.
Ou Tingyun’s head dropped and he unbuttoned his shirt.
The comb of his fingers towards his neck despatched a jolt of electrical energy via him.
The knot in Yi Zhize’s throat rolled.
Ou Tingyun smiled and mentioned, “Zhize, calm down.”
Yi Zhize exhaled softly, “Okay.”
“Tonight, we can’t contact the forbidden areas of our unconscious.” Ou Tingyun rubbed his hair, “You will be snug.”
Though the phrases had been soothing, Yi Zhize’s coronary heart beat sooner and sooner when he heard them.
Ou Tingyun requested, “Do you keep in mind the touch-guided depth technique?”
Yi Zhize nodded.
In fact, he did not keep in mind it in any respect, his thoughts was a multitude.
“Very nicely,” Ou Tingyun defined, “I’ll contact your physique elements, and afterwards you’ll recite numbers silently in your thoughts. With every quantity you recite, your physique will calm down extra. Collectively, we’ll progressively enter a deeper state of hypnosis.”
In such an extended sentence, Yi Zhize solely heard the phrase “contact” and his breath hitched.
Ou Tingyun mentioned, “Shall we start?”
“Okay.”
The room was eerily silent, the sunshine a hazy darkness.
Ou Tingyun’s fingertips brushed over his teardrop mole, “One.”
The nice and cozy contact felt like a direct hit to the guts, and Yi Zhize silently recited: one..
His fingertips left his pores and skin and it cooled.
Instinctively, Yi Zhize started to really feel unhappy.
Till he made contact with him once more.
This time, he touched the knot of his throat.
It was now not a single finger, however a fondling contact.
Within the ambiguous environment, the slightest stimulation was probably the most tremulous, like an invisible titillation, and Yi Zhize was caught in a state of affairs of two extremes.
He had lengthy since peeled himself away from the mundane world and dipped into this little world.
It was like a deep sleep, however not like a deep sleep.
His solely senses had been utterly tied to the physician’s contact.
It was each gratifying and torturous on the identical time.
He felt as if he had been floating in a sizzling air balloon above the huge wilderness.
At one second it was searing sizzling, at one other it was cool.
One second it was the contact of a cloud, the following a pointy descent.
By means of a skinny layer of blouse, the physician’s fingertips roamed above his collarbone.
His breath trembled barely, his physique started to tremble, and all that rose up in his thoughts was a steaming pleasure.
“Comfy?” The physician requested him.
En, he replied.
He did not truly make a sound, he could not discover that he was so engrossed.
“Do not suppress your self.” The physician’s lips gave the impression to be on his ear, “Let your senses go, let your physique vent in probably the most primal method.”
Okay, he replied, okay.
The contact went from his collarbone down, each inch of his pores and skin screaming for extra.
Even wanting to tear away the obstructive clothes barrier.
A faint purple flushed on the corners of his eyes, the true bareness of need, so unabashedly offered to that physician
Ou Tingyun’s eyes darkened a bit of.
He was restraining himself.
Trying on the affected person in entrance of him, who had utterly given himself over, a forbidden scene got here to his thoughts.
It was a picture that shouldn’t be in a remedy room.
It was a line that shouldn’t be crossed.
However for the time being,
they each appeared unable to comprise it.
The impassioned surge of feelings and the more and more apparent physiological impulses,
had been pushing them —
one another’s defences,
utterly destroyed.