Fu Ziyu (Half 1)

I simply wish to be with you.  Day after day.  Month after month.  12 months after 12 months.  To be by your aspect.  

That is my dream from younger.  

I simply wish to be with you.  We are going to develop previous collectively.  You and I.  We will by no means, by no means aside.  

——————- 

Maryland College.  

It’s mid-August.  The college library is the favorite hangout for nerds to cover from the new summer season solar. 

Fu Ziyu don’t admit he’s a nerd.  However this prime pupil from Medical College loves hanging out on the college library.  In the present day, he needs to borrow the brand new e-book by the winner of this 12 months’s Nobel prize winner for Drugs.  

It’s a well-liked e-book.  He isn’t the one particular person on the lookout for it.  He finds just a few of his fellow classmates on the bookshelf the place the e-book is often stored.  He smiles and greets them: “Hello.  Are you on the lookout for the e-book too?”

Although it’s his first 12 months in his put up grad research, he’s a effectively regarded pupil.  It’s because he appears to have just about all of the qualities you need in a person.  He’s tall, good-looking, academically sensible, and comes from household background.  Regardless of all that, there may be not a touch of vanity in him. He’s an excellent natured particular person.   

Everybody loves him.  Amongst all of the Asian college students, he’s the elegant and excellent prince.  As for that man Bo Jinyan from the Prison Psychology Division? Oh my gosh! Okay, it may be a little bit imply to name him the chilly satan.  However he’s positively an uncommon and unusual character.   

And at this second, Fu Ziyu’s classmates are taking a look at this ‘cool satan’.  One in every of them says: “We discovered the e-book.  Nevertheless it’s been borrowed… by the library overlord – Simon Bo.”  

Each social circle has a hierarchy.  Bo Jinyan is little doubt the overlord of the library. His vanity, plus the truth that he’s a marketing consultant for the FBI means nobody needs to mess with him.  

Bo Jinyan has about twenty books stacked in entrance of him.  The e-book that the medical college college students are after is one in all them.  

Fu Ziyu has been nominated because the consultant to barter with Bo Jinyan.  Their motive is that they’re each Chinese language and it needs to be simpler for Fu Ziyu to strike up a dialog with him.  And given Fu Ziyu’s repute within the college, it is going to be onerous for Bo Jinyan to refuse his request.

Fu Ziyu has heard loads about Bo Jinyan but it surely’s the primary time he sees him in particular person. And it’s the primary time he realises how infantile Bo Jinyan will be.  

Nobody can end 20 books in a single afternoon.  However he took most of the most wanted and fashionable titles and hoards them in his ‘territory’.  This is sort of a kindergarten bully protecting all of the toys for himself and gained’t let others play with it.  Clearly, this nineteen 12 months previous genius has a really low EQ.  

Fu Ziyu walks over and sits reverse him. He smiles and introduces himself: “Hello.  I’m Fu Ziyu.”

He spoke in Chinese language.  Bo Jinyan lifts his head and takes a look at him.  However he has no expression on his face after he sees Fu Ziyu, it’s as if he was he noticed nothing.    Then he continues to learn his e-book.   

Everyone seems to be offended on Fu Ziyu’s behalf. How dare him?  Bo Jinyan is so impolite.  However Fu Ziyu didn’t appear to thoughts.  He asks properly: “In case you are not studying this e-book as we speak, can I borrow it?” 

Bo Jinyan doesn’t raise his head: “If I don’t intend to learn it, why would I borrow it?  In order that I can collect a crowd to look at me and discuss behind my again?”  

Fu Ziyu is shocked.  

As a result of within the quick time he sat down beside Bo Jinyan, he observed that Bo Jinyan does learn in a short time. The velocity of how briskly he turns a web page is nearly unbelievable.  At this velocity, he’ll have the ability to end 20 books in a single sitting.  

Fu Ziyu stands up: “Sorry for interrupting you.”

Bo Jinyan continues to disregard him.

The others are a little bit disenchanted to see him come again empty handed.  Fu Ziyu explains to them: “Truly, he’s not hoarding all of the books for no motive.  He does have the flexibility to learn that many books in a single afternoon.” He offers a self-depreciating snicker: “ Though it’s a slight insult to our intelligence, we will’t blame him for being sensible.”  

He stated these phrases along with his again to Bo Jinyan, subsequently he didn’t discover that Bo Jinyan lifted his head to have a look at him for some time.

The medical college students stroll in the direction of the exit.  Earlier than Fu Ziyu walks out, he turns to have a look at Bo Jinyan once more.  

Bo Jinyan is a wierd and aloof man.  However someway, Fu Ziyu doesn’t discover him annoying.  

—————

A quiet and peaceable evening in Maryland Metropolis. 

Han Yumeng is carrying a strapless blue costume, along with her hair tied up in a bun.  She is standing on the balcony of her room.  She doesn’t appear to be feeling chilly from the chilly breezes that comes her means.  

After standing there for about ten minutes, she sees a well-recognized Lexus arising the driveway. 

“Kris!” She waves her arms and lifts up the hem of her costume and begins to run down the steps.  She meets her brother on the best way, who makes enjoyable of her: “Hey hey… be a little bit extra ladylike please.  You solely have eyes for Kris these days.”  

Han Yumeng laughs.  She thinks to herself: Truly, it’s not solely ‘these days’.  Brother, since a very long time in the past, my eyes and my coronary heart solely have room for him.

Han Yumeng’s dad and mom are sitting within the lounge having a cup of tea.  Simply as Han Yumeng reaches the doorway, she sees the servant opening the door for Kris.

He’s carrying a white shirt, and a causal go well with.  He’s as good-looking as the primary day she met him.

Kris is twenty years previous.  Han Yumeng is seventeen this 12 months.  

“Thanks for accompanying me to the celebration.”  She could be very ladylike in entrance of her dad and mom.  She acts extra mature than her precise age.  Effectively… no less than when she is in entrance of her dad and mom, she does.

Kris greets her dad and mom.  The 2 households have recognized one another for a very long time.  Han Yumeng’s dad and mom are very happy with their daughter’s selection of companion: “Don’t keep out too late. And take care. ”  

———————

As soon as they get into the automobile,  Han Yumeng throws her bag to the backseat.  She places her hand round his neck and begins kissing him.  Kris decides to cease the automobile on the roadside and focus on the kiss.  He misses her too.  He scoops her into his arms and deepens the kiss.  

More often than not, their kiss is initiated by Han Yumeng, however then, Kris will take over.  Although he’s often a heat and mild gentleman, his kiss will be passionate and forceful. 

He’s in his second 12 months of college, and she or he is in her final 12 months of highschool.  It’s been virtually every week since they noticed one another.  She will really feel his repressed needs.  

The sky is so darkish it’s just like the god has painted it with a black ink.  Stars sparkles within the horizon.  Han Yumeng is mendacity beneath him.  

“…Ziyu… Ziyu.”  She likes to murmur his Chinese language title when she is catching her breath after a protracted passionate kiss.  And listening to her name his title at all times makes him smiles deeper.  

“Would you want to come back to my home?” He invitations her.  

After he began attending college, he moved out to remain by himself in an condo near the college.  Han Yumeng pokes his cheek along with her finger: “We’re imagined to go to a celebration.” 

“We’ll solely be two hours late.”  He says.

Truly, he’s no intention of going anymore.

———————

They began kissing whereas they have been in nonetheless within the carpark.  After they arrive Fu Ziyu’s condo, Han Yumeng is hanging onto him a like a koala bear.  

As soon as they enter the condo, he pushes her towards the wall, and lifts up her costume.  She is sufficiently aroused with all of the kissing within the automobile.  She is prepared for him.  He kisses her gently whereas he thrusts himself forcefully inside her.

Han Yumeng blushes.  She is barely taken again by how wild he’s aggressive he’s.  

However, in any case, he’s a younger man who has simply skilled intercourse for the primary time not too way back. It was over the past days of the summer season holidays.  Then college began.  He misses her enormously.  

Han Yumeng’s hairdo is all tousled.  Her costume continues to be on her.  Nevertheless it’s been pushes as much as her waist.  The material is crinkled.   Her stunning lengthy white legs are wrapped round his waist.  He’s lifting her up by grabbing her buttocks with each his fingers.  Her physique strikes in the identical rhythm with him as he strikes backwards and forwards.  

What’s going via Fu Ziyu’s thoughts on the time?

This seventeen 12 months previous woman belongs to him.  That is his past love.  His solely love.  He needs to be buried inside her ceaselessly.  He simply needs to really feel her near him.  Nothing else is as vital as her.  He needs to be along with her ceaselessly.  

The 2 hours dragged on till it’s time to ship her house. Kris reluctantly will get out of her.  However he nonetheless has her in his arms.  Han Yumeng loves this second.  When his eyes exhibits he a lot he’s not keen to let go.  How a lot he longs for her.  How a lot he needs her. 

“I’ve determined.” She whispers into his ear: “Subsequent 12 months, I’m going to use for medical college in Maryland College.” 

He lifts his head from her bosom, and appears into her eyes: “I wish to suggest to you proper now.” He says with a smile.  

Han Yumeng rests in his arms with a candy smile.

Kris.  Kris.  My Ziyu.

I really like you a lot.  

I simply wish to spend each second of my life with you.

————-

The second time Fu Ziyu meets Bo Jinyan is within the College Medical Centre.

He’s the highest pupil in medical college.  Naturally, his internship begins sooner than most college students.  

The nurse knocks on his workplace door: “Kris, Physician Jim is just not again from lunch but.  We have now a affected person right here with a small drawback.  Are you able to deal with the case?”

“What’s the issue?”

“There’s a fish bone caught in his throat.” 

“Okay.  Ask him to come back into the workplace.”  He walks over to the cupboard to take out some instruments.  When he turns round, he takes the file the nurse passes him.  

Simon Bo Jinyan.

Fu Ziyu laughs.  The final time he needed to carry out the identical process, it was for a seven 12 months previous boy. 

—————-

Bo Jinyan is in a nasty temper as we speak.  The jail has rejected his request for an interview with a infamous serial killer.  Then when he was studying via the file supplies, he by chance swallowed a fish bone, which acquired caught in his throat.  The massive glass of vinegar he drank after that didn’t assist in any respect.  

As soon as he walks into the physician’s workplace.  He sees a younger man behind the desk.  Like him, the physician has black hair.  Behind his face masks, Bo Jinyan can see a pair of heat and shiny eyes.  

Bo Jinyan recognises him right away.  However he says nothing.

It’s a easy process. Fu Ziyu takes up a pair of tweezer and takes out the bone.  Then he sees a smile on Bo Jinyan’s face.  

“Thanks.” says Bo Jinyan.  He stands up and begins to stroll in the direction of the door: “If there are issues as a result of the process was accomplished by a pupil, would the medical centre take full duty?”

Fu Ziyu is dumbfounded.  That’s an insult to his skills.   Okay, it’s not regular process for college kids to make analysis and supply therapy.  It’s comprehensible that sufferers will be involved about their expertise and skills.  However for goodness sakes. We’re speaking a couple of tiny fishbone.  How can there presumably be issues?

Fu Ziyu thinks for some time, then he says: “After all.  Ought to there be any issues, I’ll take full duty.  I’ll embrace that within the medical file.” 

Bo Jinyan appears to be happy with the reply. He nods and begins strolling once more.  Then he hear Fu Ziyu voice: “And since you’re involved about issues, my medical advise is: steer clear of fish for a month to keep away from one other accident. If the small wound in your throat will get wounded once more, it’d trigger an an infection.”

Bo Jinyan appears at him with doubt and uncertainty: “One month?”

Fu Ziyu solutions with a honest voice: “One month.”

…….

Life will be so unpredictable.  One month in the past, Fu Ziyu solely knew him by title.  They’ve by no means met in particular person, even if each of them have been finding out in the identical college for just a few years.  However because the day they met on the library, Fu Ziyu appears to stumble upon Bo Jinyan on a regular basis.  

In the present day, Fu Ziyu is on the college canteen. He’s there along with his group of pals. He notices Bo Jinyan is sitting at a nook desk, all by himself. 

Fu Ziyu appears at what Bo Jinyan is doing.  Fu Ziyu can’t assist however snicker. 

This 20 years previous younger man who is known in US for being a younger marketing consultant for the FBI , this legal psychology genius, is busy deboning a fish.  He has a fork in his hand, and a knife within the different hand.  There’s a pair of chopsticks on the desk too. He’s so targeted on his job, rigorously taking out all of the bones from the fish.  

He’s clearly spent a number of time on this.  Fu Ziyu instantly feels a little bit responsible that he performed a joke on him. 

To lots of people’s shock, Fu Ziyu sits down subsequent to Bo Jinyan.  He smiles at Bo Jinyan: “Hello.  Can I sit right here?”

“I don’t like having folks subsequent to me when I’m consuming.”  

“Oh.” Fu Ziyu solutions causally, however he doesn’t transfer.  He begins to eat his meal.  

—————-

Han Yumeng first met Fu Ziyu when she was 5.  That 12 months, he was eight years previous.  He’s her neighbour. 

Then for the following ten years,  they’re greatest pals.  

However they don’t seem to be a pair.  He isn’t her boyfriend.  She secretly admires him.  Even from a younger age, she knew she couldn’t love anybody else however him.  

Quickly, she is sixteen.  That 12 months, he began his first 12 months of college research.  

One of the best phrase used to explain their relationship is ‘ambiguous’.  For each ball or celebration they go collectively, he’s at all times her companion.  He’ll wrap his arm round her waist, then watches her stunning face underneath the lights, and responds to her smiles along with his heat smiles.   

Their faces are solely inches away from one another.  If he reaches down just a bit bit additional, their lips will contact.  

She senses that there’s ardour in his eyes.  She is bound of it.  

Nevertheless, it appears the 2 of them have a sure understanding.  They don’t discuss their relationship.  They hover between the boundaries of pals and lovers.  Neither one in all them is keen to take step one.  

Han Yumeng is aware of what he’s afraid of.  As a result of it’s the identical concern as what she has.   What if their relationship don’t work out? They may find yourself shedding their friendship too.  

She doesn’t wish to lose him.  And neither does he.  So that they determine to not confront the difficulty.  

Till… her sixteenth birthday. 

The proper prince Fu Ziyu has a companion.  An attractive and horny blond. They turn out to be the centre of consideration the second they stroll in. 

She is devastated.  It’s a beautiful evening and an important celebration. However Han Yumeng thinks that is the worst celebration ever.  She will’t stand the sight of the 2 of them collectively.  She needs to ask them to go away right away.

To drown her sorrows, she takes drinks after drinks…. champagne, cocktails, vodka pictures… 

When an individual is drunk, she or he is often extra daring.  Out of the blue, Han Yumeng would not wish to suppress her emotions for him anymore.  She needs him to know that she loves him.

She walks in the direction of the swimming pool as she thinks about this.  It’s far more quiet right here.  The reflection of the moon floats on the water.  It’s a enormous distinction to the noisy and crowded home.  

She sits on a bench and enjoys the cool breezes that go previous her face. 

Then she notices somebody approaches her.  He sits down beside her.

It’s a boy from her class.   He’s the perfect boyfriend for many of her feminine classmates.  He’s tall, good-looking, with blond hair and blue eyes. 

“Hello, Joe.”  Says the good-looking younger man: “Would you wish to be my girlfriend?”  

Han Yumeng stares at him.  She doesn’t reply.  

The boy leans forwards to kiss her.  Han Yumeng closes her eyes.  She doesn’t wish to be alone tonight…

Out of the blue, she hears footsteps coming in the direction of them.  She opens her eyes.  The boy that’s sitting subsequent to her is pushed off the bench….

…by Kris.  

“What are you doing?”  The younger man asks angrily.

“And what are you doing?” Fu Ziyu appears much more indignant than him.

They begin to combat. Fu Ziyu is just a few years older than this younger boy, however he’s often a delicate and placid man.  This younger man, nevertheless, is a prime basketball participant.  Quickly, Fu Ziyu has bruises and swells on his face.  

Han Yumeng hurries as much as separate them.  She grabs Fu Ziyu’s hand and drags him again into the home.  They stroll previous teams of astonished folks, and go upstairs into her room.  

As soon as they get into the room, she feels a hand round her waist.  He pushes her towards the wall.  They stare at each other.  With out saying a phrase, they wrap their arms round one another. She feels their ardour surge, like hearth that spreads with out management.  Nothing can cease them anymore.  

After a protracted kiss, he carries her in his arms, and sits within the balcony.  A line of timber block the opposite’s from trying into the balcony.   Han Yumeng’s brother knocks on the door.  They’ll hear him yell from the skin: “Kris!  What are you doing to Joe?  I’ll kill you when you dare to do something to my sister…” 

They ignore his yelling.  They kiss and kiss… till all of the visitors have left.  At midnight, he whispers into her eye: “Completely satisfied birthday, my princess.”

Han Yumeng is overjoyed.  However she can be a little bit apprehensive.  She hooks her hand round his neck and asks: “Are you positive?”

Are you positive you need me to be your girlfriend?  

“I’m positive.” He is aware of what’s in her thoughts: “Don’t be indignant.  That lady is my mom’s colleague’s daughter.  She insists I’ve to deliver her right here tonight – I don’t even keep in mind her title.  The reality is, I’ve been ready for this present day for a very long time.  I wish to inform you I really like you in your sixteenth birthday.”

—————-

When Bo Jinyan and Fu Ziyu turned inseparable, it shocked the entire Maryland College.

However to be precisely, their friendship is considerably totally different from regular friendship.  To place it merely, Fu Ziyu is extra like Bo Jinyan’s private assistant.  

He turns into Bo Jinyan’s devoted physician.  They’ve lunch collectively on a regular basis.  They hand around in the library.  Fu Ziyu helps him to decide on his assistants, helps him to take care of the difficult relationships inside the FBI… then later, even Bo Jinyan’s garments are chosen and purchased by Fu Ziyu.  He runs round like a servant for Bo Jinyan, and Bo Jinyan accepts and enjoys his service with none guilt or feeling uncomfortable. 

And as one would anticipate, two superior Chinese language college students that spend  most of their time collectively will entice some rumours of them being a gay couple.  Fu Ziyu simply laughs on the rumours.  He isn’t even a least bit bothered by them: “After all not, we’re like brothers…”  As for Bo Jinyan, he doesn’t care what others say about him.  In truth, there was somebody who requested him if he was homosexual, to which he replies: “Truly,  Kris and I, we do act like a pair… besides we don’t have a sexual relationship.”   

Nevertheless, this remark is interpreted as…

“Simon is complaining that Kris refuses to sleep with him.”

However quickly, this hearsay stops.  Fu Ziyu has discovered himself a girlfriend.  

A freshman.  She can be an Asian.  An attractive woman that could be very mild and good.  Everyone seems to be envious of Fu Ziyu.

Fu Ziyu treats her effectively,  He’s a caring boyfriend that attends to her each want.  Bo Jinyan doesn’t like her very a lot although.  He often excludes her of their gatherings.

Two years later, Fu Ziyu and his girlfriend breaks up.  Fu Ziyu is shocked: “Is there something I might have accomplished higher?  Or have you ever met another person?”

He doesn’t thoughts letting go, he simply needs to know the explanation why he’s dumped.

The woman solutions: “Kris.  You’re a very good man.  I’ve by no means met anybody who handled me so effectively.  However we each know.  There’s a gap in your coronary heart.  Nobody can fill it. So I would like to go away.”

Fu Ziyu thinks about what she says.  He can not disagree.

Truly, it’s not solely the scholars which can be interested by Bo Jinyan and Fu Ziyu’s friendship, their supervising professor mentioned in regards to the problem too.  The top of medical college asks the legal psychology professor: “I’ve heard loads about how aloof Simon is.  How did Kris handle to turn out to be his solely pal?    Is it as a result of Kris is very easy going and pleasant that even Bo Jinyan cannot refuse him?

The professor shakes his head: “Do you keep in mind what occurred to Kris final 12 months?  I believe the reality is that, it’s not Simon who wants Kris.  It’s the opposite means round.  Kris wants Simon.  Simon is conscious of this too, and that’s why he has allowed Kris to be his pal.”

Fu Ziyu – Half 2

The scorching solar is baking the dry floor that’s already lined with cracks.  There is no such thing as a breeze, solely sizzling and dry air that simply dehydrates the physique.  

Han Yumeng is carrying just a few bottles of water and a few sweet.  She walks in the direction of a white tent.  She sees Fu Ziyu from a distance.  He’s measuring the blood strain for a local african man.  There are just a few children enjoying within the tent too.  They’re very skinny and wearing rags. However their eyes are large and shiny.  

“Kris.” She walks behind him. When the youngsters see Han Yumeng, they collect round her.

“Joe is right here!  Howdy Joe!”

The youngsters are very keen on her.  She is delighted to see them too.  She sits on the ground, opens her backpack and distributes the water and sweet to them.  They cheer excitedly.  She appears up and meets Fu Ziyu’s heat and mild gaze.

That is their forty third day of doing voluntary work in Africa.  She was overwhelmed by the poverty and hopelessness of the place when she first arrived.  She has by no means seen a spot like this in her life.  That is Fu Ziyu’s fifth go to to this a part of the world.  His first go to was when he was sixteen years previous.

Somebody as soon as stated: If you happen to love somebody, she or he could change your life.

What when you fall in love with a selfless and nice man?  

Han Yumeng believes she has modified for the higher due to him.

At sundown, they sit down underneath a tree in a quiet spot, away from the gang.  They’ve left the tents of the Médecins Sans Frontières.  The humanitarian-aid organisation’s tents are white in color, which symbolises hope and therapeutic.  Han Yumeng appears on the magnificent view in entrance of her.  Not removed from the place they sit is a steep cliff, then an enormous and deep canyon.  In entrance of nature, people at all times appear so small and insignificant.  However due to Fu Ziyu, Han Yumeng feels her life is significant and full.  

She loves every thing that has to do with him.   Fu Ziyu has launched her to a world past her regular life and experiences.  

“A penny on your ideas.” Fu Ziyu appears at his girlfriend.  She appears pensive.  He leans nearer and kisses her.  Han Yumeng wraps her arms round his neck.  They lie quietly collectively.  Their physique solid a protracted shadow on the crimson floor they’re sitting on.

– His favorite place for intercourse is conventional – the mattress.  However they’ve accomplished it on a misty morning within the balcony of a villa within the forrest, in a tent in the midst of a desert, and even on the backseat of his Lexus….  She feels that she could be very blessed, as a result of she understands her lover.  

– They may reside fortunately ever after like these fairytales.  Nothing can change that.  

What about Fu Ziyu.  What’s he pondering of presently?

He thought that she wouldn’t get used to working in Africa.  She is a wealthy child from America.  Although she has been effectively introduced up, she is not going to be used to the hardship related to voluntary work on this difficult a part of the world.  However she is ready maintain tempo with him.  She confirmed him that she is extra succesful than he thinks.  

‘I’ll suggest to her when she graduates.”  He thinks to himself.  It’s too younger for her to get marred in the intervening time.  Nevertheless it’s such a protracted wait.  It’s one other 4 years.    Maybe they need to get engaged first.

He loves her, greater than he loves himself.  He needs to marry her and convey her house, in order that he can treasure her for the remainder of his life.  

—————

Every time Bo Jinyan helps the FBI remedy a case, his repute grows.  Increasingly more FBI search his help.  The variety of circumstances that he’s concerned in will increase yearly.  

The primary damage Bo Jinyan had whereas serving to to unravel a case was from a bullet wound. Happily, it’s not critical.  The suspect who was making an attempt to flee opened hearth on the FBI.  A bullet grazed his arm.  He didn’t wish to be handled by the FBI medic employees.  He went to Fu Ziyu as an alternative.

Fu Ziyu appears at his blood soaked sleeve and frowns: “ You stated beforehand you’re solely chargeable for the analytical work, you don’t get entangled with the bodily stuff.  How did you get damage so badly?”

Bo Jinyan appears at him faintly and says: “Effectively, am I supposed to cover and do nothing and watch the suspect run previous me?” 

Fu Ziyu offers a helpless snicker – This man at all times makes it sound so convincing.  Truly, he has already heard from his FBI pals.  He was injured as a result of he was not agile sufficient.  He may be a gifted mental, however his health stage and reflexes doesn’t meet the usual required for an officer. 

After Fu Ziyu bandaged his wound, Bo Jinyan will get off the bed.  He takes a have a look at the bandage and complains to his pal: “Seems ugly.”  

Fu Ziyu pays no heed to Bo Jinyan’s remark.  He’s on the cellphone along with his girlfriend.  She needs to have dinner with him.  

When he hangs up, he asks Bo Jinyan: “Would you want to come back alongside?  It’s Linda.”

As anticipated, Bo Jinyan shakes his head: “Not .”

Fu Ziyu’s ‘motherly’ instincts kicks in.  He asks Bo Jinyan: “What are you having for dinner tonight?”

Bo Jinyan places on his jacket and solutions faintly: “The suspect is injured.  He’s having an operation in the intervening time.  I’ve to hurry to the hospital.”

Fu Ziyu was placing his instruments again into the medical package as Bo Jinyan stated that.  When Fu Ziyu heard what he stated, he instantly paused what he was doing.  However he continued to complete what he was doing.  Nevertheless, this second of distraction didn’t escape Bo Jinyan’s eyes.  Bo Jinyan appears calmly at him, then he leaves the room.

That evening, Fu Ziyu appears preoccupied whereas having dinner along with his girlfriend.  She asks: “Is there one thing bothering you?”  

Fu Ziyu smiles: “No, simply pondering of one thing that occurred a very long time in the past.  Sorry, I’m not my common self as we speak.  After dinner, I’ll ship you house.”

His girlfriend appears at his shiny smile.  She needs to say one thing, however in the long run, she decides to maintain quiet.  

Somebody instructed her as soon as, that this man has a gap in his coronary heart.  If you happen to pay attention rigorously, you’ll hear the echo that bounces round in that vacant area.  

He’ll deal with you very effectively, however you’ll by no means enter his coronary heart.  

——————-

The day Bo Jinyan was captured by the Flower Cannibal, it was a pleasant sunny day identical to some other.  

It was simply one other extraordinary day.  He went to work within the morning.  After work, he went to Bo Jinyan’s favorite Japanese restaurant to order some takeaway for him, whereas asking himself why he permits himself to reside like a nanny.  

When Bo Jinyan’s assistant referred to as, Fu Ziyu broke out in a chilly sweat. 

A chill that’s like water that slowly and quietly creeping up his again made his physique shake.  “Simon is lacking,” stated the determined assistant. “ The FBI assume his is captured by the Flower Cannibal.”  Fu Ziyu was strolling when the assistant referred to as.  After the cellphone dialog, he regarded round.  He was unsure the place he’s.  He was strolling randomly whereas speaking on the cellphone.  

This was a well-recognized feeling.  It occurred earlier than.  A few years in the past.  However once more, it feels prefer it solely occurred yesterday.

In the identical means, on an extraordinary day, he acquired an sudden cellphone name that instructed him Han Yumeng had gone lacking.  

He thought he would by no means lose her.  However solely three days after the cellphone name, he misplaced her ceaselessly.  

——————

Han Yumeng doesn’t know the id of the person who wears the clown masks.  The person who captured her and 5 different women.  They’re locked up in a cage.  All of them are terrified.  Every one in all them hoping they won’t be the following sufferer underneath the axe.

The primary sufferer the masked killer ‘executed’ is a 15 12 months previous woman.  The pool of blood, the damaged bones lies in entrance of the cage….  and surprisingly, the killer appears drained and confused.   He stood within the pool of blood for a very long time.  Everybody was quiet.  No one wished to attract consideration to themselves.  They did not even dare to cry.

After a few days, he kills one other two women.  Those that stay are petrified.  The bodily and psychological stress is an excessive amount of for them.  Han Yumeng tries onerous not to consider the state of affairs.  What is going to she do if she is subsequent to be killed?

However that day is just not distant.  

The masked killer is agitated.  He’s watching the information.  With the assistance of a younger legal psychologist genius, the FBI is ready to profile the masked killer.  They’ve introduced a large manhunt.  Han Yumeng has a sense that the police will have the ability to discover this place as we speak. 

Darkness earlier than daybreak is the darkest time of the day.  

That evening, he’s surprisingly calm.  He walks as much as the cage and to announce their destiny.  

“I’m going to sail out to the ocean,” he says gently to them: “I can’t die underneath the bullets of the police.  As for you… I will provide you with a selection.”

They pay attention intently.  However his choices are merciless: “I’ll let three of you go, and convey one in all you with me onto the boat.  This particular person will die with me within the sea.  But when nobody is keen to come back with me, I should kill all 4 of you earlier than I go away.”

Within the final nineteen years, Han Yumeng has by no means been so torn.  She has by no means felt a lot ache, and surrounded by so such hopelessness. All the women maintain quiet.  The eyes are filled with concern and avoidance.  After a brief silence, she lifts up her head and appears on the killer: “I’ll go together with you.”

There may be relieve and guilt within the eyes of the opposite women.  

He laughs: “Why?  Why sacrifice your self?”

Han Yumeng would not know tips on how to reply him.

Why?

As a result of… due to her boyfriend.  The particular person she loves is somebody who helps and saves lives.  He devotes his life and power for this trigger.  Subsequently, she has to have the identical compassionate coronary heart.  As a result of she loves him, greater than she loves herself.  

The masked killer takes her out of the cage, and brings her to a distinct room.  There’s a phone on the desk.  She will see a pleasure that’s in his eyes.  Watching her endure makes him joyful.  

“You may name him.” He says. “I’m particularly reasonable.  You might have the prospect to offer the person you like  your final phrases.    Once we are gone, he’ll obtain this recorded message.”

She picks up the cellphone along with her trembling fingers.  In all hopelessness, no less than she will go away him a final message.  She is grateful that no less than she is ready to have this final ‘reward’.  Tears streams down her cheeks as she thinks about what  she needs to say.

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“Masked killer case” occurred in 2007, in Maryland. One evening, Bo Jinyan, who was then a pupil at Maryland College, was watching the night information on the reviews on the masked killer.  On the time, his skills have been nonetheless unknown to the general public. He despatched a letter to the FBI, giving them an correct profile of the masked killer.  Based mostly on the data he supplied, the FBI efficiently solved the case.  After they rushed to the home that was by the ocean, they discovered the three survivors and the our bodies of three different victims. However the killer and Han Yumeng was not the place to be seen.  The marines searched the world and located some wreckage of a ship that they assume belonged to the killer.  Based mostly on the climate report and the circumstances of the wreckage, they dominated that the killer and Han Yumeng died in a storm.  

As extra proof and data surfaced from the investigations, the FBI lastly understood why the killer kidnapped these women.

His fiancee was severely injured by a robber three years in the past.  He shot the robber out of self defence.  Each the robber and his fiancee have been despatched to the hospital.  Ultimately, the robber lived, however his fiancee died.

All the women he killed have been members of the family of the medical group that helped saved the robber.  The opposite 4 women had no direct reference to the medical group, however  they’re companions or daughters of docs from the identical hospital.   And a type of women was the girlfriend of essentially the most excellent younger physician within the hospital – Fu Ziyu. 

A physician’s mission is to save lots of lives.  However why did they save that bastard?  He didn’t perceive, nor would he permit it.   In the event that they have been keen to save lots of the undeserving criminals; in the event that they believed that everybody, no matter their background, has the precise to reside; then he would take away these whom they love essentially the most.  Then they will really feel with their coronary heart how incorrect this ‘proper’ is.  

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Six months later, Bo Jinyan was rescued by the FBI.  He was within the operation room for 4 days.  Fu Ziyu waited within the hospital for 4 days. 

However he left briefly on the third evening.  He left the hospital to drive to Han Yumeng’s grave.

He stood in entrance of her grave for a very long time.  Then earlier than he left, he stated one sentence: “Joe, if you’re trying down from heaven, please let Simon reside.”

When he returned to the hospital, it was daybreak.  Bo Jinyan’s operation was lastly over.  Fu Ziyu checked out his greatest pal.  He appears like a dried up and shrivelled tree.   His face was pale, and he lied immobile, virtually like a corpse on the mattress.  No one knew when he would get up, or if he would even get up in any respect.  Fu Ziyu stood by his mattress for some time, then he took down his necklace, opened Bo Jinyan’s proper palm, put the necklace in his hand and closed his hand right into a fist.  

When Bo Jinyan awoke, it was in the midst of the evening. He noticed Yin Ziqi leaning on his mattress.  Then he noticed his father, who was dozing off within the couch.  Fu Ziyu can be within the room.  He was standing by the window, trying on the shiny moon.  He appears to be deep in thought.  

“…” Bo Jinyan set free a small moan.  Virtually concurrently, all three of them lifted their heads to have a look at him.  

Bo Jinyan tried to smile at them, however he couldn’t transfer his lips.  Yin Ziqi took his hand to hers, and tears of pleasure began to circulation down her cheeks.  His father walked to the mattress, he was crying too.  He shortly pressed the bell for the nurse to come back.

Bo Jinyan felt that there’s something in his hand.  He opened his palm and noticed a well-recognized trying necklace.  He knew this necklace belongs to Fu Ziyu.  Inside the center formed pedant is {a photograph} of a pair.   The face of the girl is in his victims’ data recordsdata.  

Fu Ziyu stood subsequent to his mattress.  They checked out one another.  Fu Ziyu didn’t say something.  He knelt down and held Bo Jinyan’s proper hand.  Collectively, they maintain the necklace of their fingers.   

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“Ziyu:

Promise me, that you’ll reside a cheerful life, such as you used to.  An individual’s happiness is just not measured by how lengthy they reside.  We won’t be able to develop previous collectively, however this doesn’t imply our love is not going to final ceaselessly.  You’re variety and sincere.  There can be a few years forward of you.  It is possible for you to to assist lots of people.  Ziyu, I want you happiness.”

…….

I as soon as beloved a lady.  She is ideal.  Like an angel. 

She represents my beliefs and my goals for love.  She witnessed all my ardour and loyalty for love.  

After I misplaced her, I knew my life won’t ever be full once more.  How can I anticipate God to offer me one other woman like her?

However I’ll reside in line with her needs – a lifetime of happiness.  And I’ll, with the very best of my skills, assist as many individuals as I can.  That is my means of reciprocating the lavish love that she gave me.”