My pair that I’m happy with (1)

I didn’t imply to cry, however my tears wouldn’t cease.

I didn’t even know why I used to be crying. However, I simply couldn’t maintain again my sobs as my chest felt so tight prefer it was being squeezed.

Yuugo hugged me for a very long time till I ended crying. He patted my physique gently to consolation me, and he enveloped me in his pheromones scent.

Yuugo’s scent didn’t simply increase my warmth’s fever, but in addition a really calming scent for me.

My physique naturally relaxed once I was enveloped by my pair’s scent. Inside Yuugo’s arms, I saved eager about the phrases that he had stated earlier.

I ponder if there was actually that type of feeling inside me, identical to what Yuugo had stated.

True, I beloved my household.

My dad who’s a bit unreliable, my mother who’s at all times cheerful, and my cheeky little brother… they’re all those who I like and are necessary to me.

My sister is the one one who nonetheless treats me the identical method even now, however possibly I felt a bit lonely that my relationship with the opposite members of the family had modified since that day.

Regardless that I additionally distanced myself from them—.

I ponder if our relationship might get again to the way it was earlier than. I ponder if my household would settle for me as an omega.

Possibly Yuugo would have the ability to restore the connection between me and my household. He may have the ability to assist us reconcile.

However… I believe that isn’t the best method to go.

I didn’t wish to depend on Yuugo an excessive amount of. Even I, wish to stand subsequent to Yuugo with my very own energy… not simply leaning on him like this.

If potential, I wish to turn into somebody who might assist Yuugo.

—I needed to be that type of pair to him.

“Hey, Yuugo…”

“What?”

“…Are you able to wait a bit earlier than greeting my mother and father? I… wish to discuss to them first.”

I assumed I’d attempt to face my household first.

I felt that Yuugo’s phrases from earlier had given me the braveness I wanted.

Possibly they wouldn’t perceive me immediately. Even so, I assumed that I needed to do it. Not just for myself, but in addition for Yuugo.

I felt Yuugo’s arms tighten round me as he hugged me.

“…Sou actually is cool, in any case.”

“Why’d you assume like that? It’s simply one thing regular.”

“It’s not. Normally, individuals wouldn’t say issues like that— You’re actually cool. You’re my pair that I’m happy with.”

That needs to be my line.

Regardless of the way you take a look at it, Yuugo is the cool one. And but, he would inform me one thing like that— I believe Yuugo at all times checked out me in a good gentle.

Even so, I used to be very completely happy and proud to listen to Yuugo say that to me.

*

Since we had fully missed lunch, we determined to have an early dinner.

scent wafted from the kitchen. Yuugo was standing there with an apron.

He was making fried rice, at my request.

It was the very first thing that got here to my thoughts when he requested me what I needed to eat. It was partly as a result of I preferred it, however I additionally needed to eat fried rice, which had introduced me and Yuugo collectively once more, now that I’ve my urge for food again.

…Nonetheless, I by no means anticipated that Yuugo was the one who made it.

I stared at Yuugo’s determine from behind as he cooked.

I couldn’t say he was used to cooking. However, I might inform that he was making it rigorously.

I ponder if he had been cooking like this the day earlier than yesterday. Regardless that it will need to have been arduous for Yuugo’s physique after he was uncovered to my warmth.

“…You retain making me fall in love with you. It’s not honest.”

I muttered that in a small voice, so Yuugo couldn’t hear it.

*

“It tasted actually good.”

It already tasted so good once I had no urge for food, and the seasoning actually suited my style in any case. It positively tasted higher than the fried rice I had eaten at some other restaurant.

Possibly it tasted so good as a result of I knew Yuugo had made it for me.

I saved consuming it a lot now that it felt like a lie. I couldn’t even eat half of it final time. I believe I might eat at the very least two parts simply now. It made me wish to deliver the portion from the opposite day and eat it now along with the portion that Yuugo had simply made for me.

“…Sorry. Regardless that you’ve gone by the difficulty to make it for me… I didn’t end all of it final time.”

“Fried rice will need to have been too heavy whenever you had no urge for food. I used to be completely happy that you just’d nonetheless eat it regardless.”

He stated that and smiled fortunately. I ponder if Yuugo ever received indignant. Nicely, he’s so frighteningly good-looking, so I believe he would nonetheless look good even when he was silent with an expressionless face.

Yuugo was bringing fried rice to his mouth, identical to me. However it was so humorous the way it didn’t swimsuit him for some motive. It may be my first time seeing somebody who didn’t swimsuit fried rice.

“Do you prepare dinner usually, Yuugo?”

“No, I don’t. It was my first time doing it the day earlier than yesterday… and at this time is the second time. That’s why I used to be a bit anxious if I might prepare dinner effectively.”

“—Huh?”

Are you kidding me?

He actually didn’t seem like he was used to it, however it was solely the second time he cooked?

“I needed to get all of the components and instruments all from scratch, and I made it whereas following the recipe. I assumed that it may be finest to simply purchase it from a restaurant… however I needed you to eat one thing selfmade. As a result of at the moment, I assumed it may be the final time I’d see you.”

“The final time…?”

“I assumed you hated me.”

Now that I keep in mind it, I might need stated one thing like that at the moment. He appeared so relieved once I known as him by his title.

That’s proper. It has solely been two days since we first met nose to nose. Ever since I got here right here, every day has been so intense that it appears like extra time has handed.

“Hey, will you make fried rice for me once more if I ask you to?”

“In fact. In the event you don’t thoughts with the one I make.”

“If solely I might make you one thing that you just like, too.”

I didn’t assume I might make it this effectively even when I adopted the directions for it, although. However I really feel like I might do something if it was for Yuugo.

I swore to myself that I’d attempt to make a selfmade meal for Yuugo sometime.

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