“So all of the contents of the novel I assumed I learn had been really faux.”

Within the unique story, Mary Conler was hated by her household for no motive.

The Conlers had been described as merciless. The kid they lastly discovered after 9 years of looking was handled with coldness and harshness.

‘Nonetheless, the individuals I met.’

Gilbert, who was strict with himself and his siblings attempting to mimic our revered father, however has a delicate nature; Aiden, who’s the quietest however performs the position of mediator and Theodore, who can generally be annoying, is humorous.

Rex, who’s all the time obedient and loving. Lucas, like an uncle watching over us intently, Hestia, who all the time had my again, and Bonita and Carol, who all the time regarded out for me. And the servants of the Grand Duchy of Conler…….

And my father, who has beloved me unconditionally.

“However why didn’t I imagine what I had skilled myself? I stored occupied with the unique story.”

“Due to these bastards.”

“However……”

“Give it some thought, they made you’re feeling lonely by making you dream.”

Since all of this was the scheme of the god of the underground world, I can blame solely him. I’m a sufferer who was performed.

It was handy to attribute every little thing to him, simply as Arsene is saying in entrance of me. However to easily blame him like that…

“I didn’t belief them.”

I used to be beloved past my means.

Whereas I used to be mentally judging their conduct and treating them as in the event that they had been characters in a novel, they considered me as a real “member of the family” and handled me with sincerity.

Occupied with how I deceived that pure love suffocated me.

“I’m sorry.”

Arsene hugged me tightly as he mumbled one thing incoherent, he stored apologizing.

My remorse over all of the silly issues I had finished and thought washed over me like a tidal wave, making it not possible for me to assume clearly.

Arsene had nothing to be sorry for in direction of me. The fault lies with the god of the underworld and me, for being silly.

In response to my query, Arsene merely patted my again gently. I didn’t know why he felt responsible, and I didn’t need to know.

“I ought to have regained my energy rapidly. I used to be too relaxed. I assumed you possibly can deal with it. No, I assumed you wanted to undergo this to develop. I may need been boastful.”

“…….”

“However once I maintain you in my arms like this……. I understand how small you’re, you. I didn’t understand how small you had been once I was a canine. To assume that you possibly can stand as much as these individuals in such a small physique.”

Arsene’s phrases had been stuffed with regret and remorse.

I raised my hand and gently patted Arsene’s again, as if comforting him. I by no means anticipated Arsene to assume this manner.

“Perhaps you’re proper…….”

“Sure?”

“As a result of every time I’ve an issue that’s too difficult for me to unravel, I consider you. I want Arsene would assist me with this one, too.”

“I do know.”

Arsene grabbed my hand, which had been patting his again. Then, he gently kissed the again of it.

“It was because of you discovering me and your prayers that I used to be capable of regain my energy.”

“My prayers?”

“So preserve in search of me. I want you to wish me.”

I nodded, feeling a bit of embarrassed by Arsene’s phrases.

In a means, I assumed he may really feel dangerous as a result of I used to be treating him like an issue solver, however to listen to him say that I can preserve needing him was probably the most comforting factor to listen to in my present scenario.

Yeah, my scenario.

“Will Father… be capable of regain his recollections?”

“Sure, maybe.”

It occurred to me that maybe my father’s lack of his reminiscence was certainly a present from God.

“Will he ever get damage once more due to me?”

“…….”

“Or my different relations.”

There was a protracted silence on the query I most needed answered. Arsene fiddled with my hair, which was hanging down on my again.

“They might get damage.”

“So long as the god of the underworld retains wanting you.”

At Arsene’s stifled reply, I pulled out of his arms.

“Why?”

“The god of the underworld has needed you for a really very long time.”

“I can’t perceive… Since I used to be little?”

“No, he met you in a previous life you don’t bear in mind.”

It was a stunning story, however maybe predictable. The god generally known as the god of the underworld all the time appeared to look past me when me.

That’s why his declaration of affection was not solely unbelievable, but in addition appeared unfair.

“So he’s obsessive about me all this time as a result of he’s fallen for me in my earlier life that I don’t even bear in mind?”

Arsene stared at me and nodded. The tears that had been streaming down my face had stopped.

The regret, unhappiness, and remorse that had soaked me had been now remodeled into anger in direction of the god of the underworld.

“Why on earth does he need me? I actually don’t perceive. I’m so confused. Am I even what he desires? I don’t even keep in mind that earlier life, so I don’t know why he’s so obsessive about me.”

“You’re completely different.”

I had a hunch that the “individual” he was referring to was the model of me from a previous life I couldn’t bear in mind, the one which the god of the underworld had fallen in love with.

And Arsene additionally appeared to know that individual very effectively.

“Truly… sure, I assumed that possibly should you went by means of such trials, you may be capable of regain your recollections, as a result of that’s what he desires.”

“Did Arsene additionally need me to regain my recollections? As a result of I’m ‘that individual’?”

I felt betrayed by his honesty. At my aggressive tone, Arsene soothed me.

“At first!”

“How may you try this? If that’s the case, how are you any completely different from that god of the underworld?”

“It was solely like that at first. I additionally needed to see that individual as a lot as that bastard did. However then, in some unspecified time in the future, I noticed. You’re utterly completely different from that individual.”

Who may that individual be, to make the god of the underworld fall so deeply in love?

I abruptly resent “that individual” who had as soon as been me, despite the fact that it wasn’t her fault.

I used to be afraid. If I had been to regain the recollections of ‘that individual’ because the god of the underworld wishes, what would occur subsequent?

“He desires you to turn out to be desperately lonely.”

“That’s why he made me unable to belief my household.”

“It’s not simply your loved ones.”

The nice and cozy brown eyes that I had thought had been mild from the start abruptly felt intimidating.

“……Demimore?”

“From the attitude of the god of the underworld, Demimore may be probably the most irritating individual.”

“No, why? Demimore is simply…….”

“Give it some thought. Even with out Demimore, your loved ones is already annoying. Think about how annoying it could be together with your fiancé connected to you.”

Ah, in order that’s why Demimore was portrayed that means within the unique.

I felt dangerous for Demimore for getting concerned with me like that.

I didn’t imagine in Demimore both. I couldn’t settle for Demimore’s pure kindness to me as it’s. I assumed he would ship me to Nikor at any time…

“I’m really the worst.”

How many individuals ought to I really feel sorry for? After I regarded again on the relationships I began by drawing strains between us with out the opposite occasion understanding, a sigh escaped me.

No less than I reached out to Astina first.

……However that was solely to make the most of her someday.

“No, why are you the worst, it’s these bastards who’re actually profiting from individuals.”

Even with Arsene comforting me, I couldn’t determine the place to begin to make this all proper. In any case, nobody ought to have been harmed by my actions…….

“What about Sofia?”

The very first thing that got here to thoughts was Sofia Bruno. It was Baron Bruno’s final want earlier than he died, and I needed to meet it.

Then I remembered Jessica Bruno, who had informed me to watch out for similarities. Pondering of Jessica Bruno unusually introduced a pang of ache to my coronary heart.

Baron Bruno apart, for her sake, I’ve to get Sofia Bruno again by some means.