Chapter 49

Enya glared at him in shock.

She knew that this man was abnormally obsessed along with her security although she didn’t anticipate that they wouldn’t be capable to have a rational dialog like this. His intense response, nearly irrational, made her sick.

“Why, why the hell did you all the time must handle all the things for us…?! Why, why gained’t you let me assist just a little bit? I do know my suggestion is ridiculous…! Nonetheless, you’ll be able to give it some thought! A gathering with different elders is one thing that may be labored on…! Why are you being so inflexible!”

“I don’t know that proper now, so I—!”

Tarhan shouted as he gently shook Enya’s shoulders.

As she swayed relentlessly from the power and raised her arm to shake him off, his arm fell off instantly. She then bit her lip after pushing away the huge arm that fell off like a wax determine with no energy in any respect.

Ultimately, the core feelings exploded like a flood. Enya shouted, slamming her trembling hand throughout his chest.

“I do know that I’m nugatory and incompetent! Although don’t ignore me like this…!”

Tarhan’s impression, who was not avoiding her hits on his physique, out of the blue grew to become stern. He grabbed Enya’s tiny hand because it slapped him on his chest and squeezed her shoulder once more.

“When did I ignore you?! I simply…d*mn, why do we’ve got to be combating over one thing like this…?!”

“That’s since you, Tarhan, usually are not even listening to me proper now—!”

Veins out of the blue sprung on Tarhan’s neck, who had been shouting on the prime of his voice. He set free a groan like somebody strangled by him, and his hand on her shoulder tightened directly.

Earlier than lengthy, he opened his mouth in a low however ghastly voice that might by no means be ignored.

“…So, why didn’t you inform me in regards to the individuals of Nervana Forest?”

Enya glanced up at him with eyes large open in shock as he out of the blue questioned her. She was dumbfounded and felt as if all the rigidity that had gone into her physique had out of the blue drained away.

Tarhan, unable to include his feelings, bit his lip and continued to ask questions.

“I knew they approached you from the beginning. Nonetheless, because you didn’t say something, I used to be going simply to attend and see until one thing large occurred. However right now, the identical factor occurred. Why didn’t you inform me something within the first place?”

Enya opened her mouth, desirous to retort to him.

Nonetheless, he shortly stopped it and requested the query once more. A growl appeared to come back from his throat.

“Think about how stunned I used to be when the previous lady of the Nervana forest revealed that you simply had been the daughter of the forest…? I’ve been occupied with all types of issues. May this lady have been in touch with the individuals of the forest with out my information? In that case, why didn’t you inform me earlier…”

He squinted his eyes and shouted in a painful voice as if somebody was choking him from behind.

“Do you assume that’s all? What about that b*stard, Gernan…?! At the moment, seeing you collapsed in entrance of the godd*mn b*stard in that warehouse, how did I really feel watching that?! Why didn’t you inform me something about this, Enya? I felt sick… I used to be so indignant that I needed to kill myself for being probably the most ignorant when these current had been accepting so shortly. Was I simply that type of existence to you? I used to be so unreliable that you simply couldn’t even say that…!”

He spewed the phrases out as he almost collapsed in entrance of her.

Shocked by these phrases, Enya’s coronary heart broke. Resisting the urge to right away hug his cheek, kiss him and say no, she hurriedly gathered all her remaining cause and put her finger on his chest.

“N, no, that’s not true in any respect…! It’s not since you’re untrustworthy. It’s simply that you simply’re too busy today… It’s solely not too long ago that I’ve began interacting with the forest individuals, and I don’t need to disturb you in any approach!”

The extra she spoke, the extra inexpressible feelings piled up and broke her coronary heart. Enya ended up clenching her enamel and muttering to him as if to vent her anger.

“…You’re the one who didn’t inform me in regards to the Argon Conflict.”

Ultimately, she even introduced out the collected feelings from her previous. As quickly as Tarhan heard that, he instantly stiffened and retorted.

“This and that’s completely different! I hid that truth to guard you! I hid it as a result of I used to be afraid you’ll be stunned and nervous! You admitted it too!”

Enya was stunned by his phrases and was perplexed. Quickly, her physique, engulfed in anger, started to tremble. She began shouting at him on the prime of her voice.

“However, however you, too, in regards to the allied forces! You didn’t even point out Perugia..! You, you assume I by no means felt that approach. Each time you hid such an vital factor from me, I felt that…! I, I—! Even when Avisak instructed me that she would make you her husband, I couldn’t say something to you since you had been going through an vital struggle! You might be Aquilea’s best warrior! All, all I can do is keep out of your approach…!”

There was no strategy to cease the sudden outburst of anger.

Enya sobbed and hit him once more on his shoulder.

“Are you the one one considering of me? I consider you, too…! You look busy and exhausted, did you assume I may converse out such a weak noise there?”

There was not a lot she may say as her disappointment got here like a tide.

In the intervening time, Tarhan’s expression had already hardened as he listened to her phrases.

“Avisak stated that to you…?”

A glance of bewilderment, which was not typically seen on his face, was revealed.

Enya couldn’t include her anger any longer at his response. It was as if he had by no means considered such a factor. She was additionally astonished at herself for being jealous of Avisak although she additionally resented this man who reacted as if he didn’t know in any respect.

Then again, Tarhan reacted sensitively, like a spouse whose chastity was questioned. His two arms, shifting with out figuring out what to do, wandered within the air and landed on Enya’s shoulders earlier than lengthy.

“Enya, that lady… Sh*t! I’ve by no means actually checked out her like that for a single second…! You noticed earlier that I nearly burned that lady’s cheeks! That lady, to me, is nothing extra and nothing lower than a member of the Allied Forces. Quite the opposite, I’ve thought a number of occasions that I want to eliminate that irritating purple hair proper in entrance of my eyes!”

Even after listening to his reply, Enya felt that her coronary heart was not resolved. Tarhan hesitated whether or not to talk or not, after which he spoke shortly and in a small voice.

“…You’re the one who typically flirted with that long-haired Nervana forest man.”

Listening to that, she couldn’t shut her mouth in absurdity.

Was he jealous now?

She couldn’t imagine it. That man with lengthy hair have to be Reyhald. Enya didn’t even really feel worthy of responding to his absurd remarks however cried out in resentment.

“Are you speaking about Reyhald? He is sort of a boy who has simply accomplished his coming-of-age ceremony. He’s youthful than me…”

“It doesn’t matter for those who’re younger or simply completed the coming-of-age ceremony. The issue is that he held your hand—!”

Though he was about to shout in agitation, Tarhan hurriedly shut his mouth. He shortly raised a hand to cowl his expression.

At first look, the world round his cheekbones was reddish.

Each of them had been silent for a second, maybe regretting what they stated out of mad jealousy and anxiousness in direction of one another. Then, in some unspecified time in the future, Tarhan turned his physique, which had been barely turned earlier than her, and checked out her once more.

“…Seems like I stated too many ineffective issues. Let’s settle down for a second.”

He murmured, rubbing his furrowed forehead along with his hand. Enya, who appeared up at him resentfully, didn’t reply.

Tarhan set free a low sigh and opened his mouth once more.

“I already knew that I used to be a person who was all the time missing for you however don’t say issues that damage me like this. Don’t say that I’m ignoring you…”

He caught his breath for a second, although unable to regulate the feelings that out of the blue rushed in, shouted in a barely exasperated voice.

“I alone am sufficient to sacrifice each time for this tribe. At the moment, too…!”

Enya watched with shaky eyes as Tarhan closed his mouth once more with eyes stuffed with regret.

“Settle down what? What are you speaking about? What do you imply at the moment?”

There was no turning again from the already wounded eyes.

Seeing these eyes, he instantly stopped in a inflexible posture, and ultimately, Tarhan roughly tousled his hair.

Watching him converse lowly, Enya felt her coronary heart break.

The reminiscences of her previous, which might by no means be refined, grew to become afterimages and blurred her eyes. The toes of these as she appeared up whereas mendacity on the ground, the murmurs, and the blood that soaked her arms. The fetal motion that was not felt within the abdomen that swelled spherical after eight months…

Enya pressed her enamel and opened her mouth.

“Inform me, Tarhan. What occurred then…? Did you’ve got the rest to say?”

She knew she was merciless.

Though she did, she couldn’t cease. This time, she needed to listen to his coronary heart… She didn’t need to see him evade in silence like this once more. All she needed was a breakthrough, not simply one other pit.

Nonetheless, Tarhan, this time too, selected to maintain his mouth shut.

It was the identical as then.

Somewhat than delve into that feeling, he selected to run away. Enya felt that her insides, which gave the impression to be unable to wrinkle anymore, had been being torn by the cast-iron retaining wall that appeared on his face.

“If, for those who don’t need to discuss, I don’t need to be right here anymore…!”

Ultimately, Enya couldn’t overcome the silence that was extra terrifying than the shouting, and he or she tried to go away first, however Tarhan grabbed her wrist with all his energy the following second.

Staggered and drawn by that energy, she gritted her enamel and shouted.

“Let go of me…!”

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