“No, Grasp.”

“You’re doing so superbly. We’re simply taking part in, okay?”

When Ray had turned on me after our break-up, I believed I’d been a idiot to ever belief him. I noticed myself the best way I imagined David noticed me – a naïve younger lady who had allowed herself to be taken benefit of by somebody who was clearly harmful. Once I had first seen Ray once more, I had vowed I might by no means belief a single phrase he stated. However in a short time, I’d discovered my resolve weakening. He might appear so honest, so secure – when he wished to, at the least. Perhaps he was simply tricking me once more, however it didn’t appear that means, and I felt myself calm down somewhat at his phrases.

He positioned me on my again with my sure arms mendacity above my head. I’d all the time beloved the powerlessness of those moments, him having full entry to my physique in no matter means he wished it. I felt a small spark low in my stomach – perhaps I might get pleasure from this. As if he might learn my ideas, Ray leant down and kissed me, reassuringly at first, after which an increasing number of hungrily. I might really feel his shirt brushing towards my breasts, and I wished to drag him down additional and maintain him towards me, however with my wrists sure, I had little choice however to lie precisely the place he’d positioned me.

By the point he pulled again, all my earlier trepidation had light away. I wished him – his contact, his management, his physique: all of it.

“Nonetheless afraid?”

I couldn’t assist however smirk. He knew precisely what he was doing. “No, Grasp.”

“Nonetheless need extra?”

“Sure, Grasp.”

The mattress shifted. The drawer opened and closed. A lighter clicked because it was ignited. I knew what was coming subsequent. It was laborious to not squirm in anticipation. This was form of concern.

“Fond recollections, hmm?”

“Sure, Grasp.”

I attempted to recollect what stage of ache the wax had led to final time, however after just a few seconds, I didn’t must. There was a sudden stinging ache on my decrease stomach that made me gasp, however then it light nearly as rapidly because it had began. One other landed somewhat greater, and I flinched, however I couldn’t assist however smile too. I remembered why we used to do that. Taking part in like this, with Ray – no different expertise had ever matched it. It wasn’t simply the arousal; it was the belief, the ache, the submission, the frenzy – simply the sheer enjoyable of it. Being blindfolded, I had no thought the place Ray was aiming every drop of wax. He went straightforward on me at first, holding the candle excessive and spacing out every drop to provide only a gentle burn. However after I didn’t protest, he began holding the candle nearer, and sometimes letting two or three drops fall collectively. I hissed because the wax pooled, making a stronger burn. I needed to grit my tooth. He’d been taking it straightforward on me, at first, however now he was testing me. I wanted I might see his face; I knew he’d been ready a very long time to do that once more. The subsequent drop landed on my nipple making me arch up into the feeling.

“Hmmm, favored that, did we?” His silky, authoritative voice drifted over me; I used to be actually falling now – dropping management, surrendering. “Let’s see for those who like this.” There was a touch of menace in his voice, however I used to be past resisting by that time. Immediately, his hand was on my different breast, gripping it harshly. I might really feel he was leaning in shut. I couldn’t breathe whereas we each waited. When the wax landed this time, I couldn’t assist however cry out – the feeling of the burn on my nipple was so sturdy I wished it to finish and never finish on the similar time. His maintain on me launched, and I heard him blow out the candle. I let my muscle tissues calm down once more, sinking again into the mattress. Ray got here to lie beside me and lifted my blindfold. I knew straightaway that he was as aroused as I used to be, however I felt too spent to consider pleasure. I used to be within the haze of subspace, and I by no means wished to go away.

“Alright, baby?” I might solely nod, too exhausted for phrases. “You might be so fucking stunning. I must be inside you.” He appeared to be asking permission, so I smiled and squeezed his hand, hoping that communicated sufficient of what I wanted to say. He laughed. “You in your comfortable place?” I nodded and felt his lips press briefly towards my neck. “You keep there so long as you need, pet.”

He rolled me gently onto my aspect earlier than liberating his cock and positioning himself behind me. He eased in gently, as if any sudden actions may jolt me out of my dreamy state. I might inform it was taking a substantial amount of restraint for him to not pound into me. I used to be nonetheless drifting, however he appeared comfortable to easily use my sleepy physique for his launch, and the thought of him utilizing me like that solely helped me sink additional right into a wordless, unresisting state of pure devotion. He got here laborious, staying deeply seated inside me. I couldn’t think about having a connection like that with anybody else ever. It actually was physique, thoughts and coronary heart. Along with his heat physique nonetheless wrapped round mine, I drifted off right into a contented sleep.

17

The following couple of days have been spent exploring our needs collectively, each testing our connection and intensifying it in equal measure. Ray spent as little time working as attainable, and his want for me appeared insatiable. We have been purported to be taking issues progressively, however that had by no means been our means. Even so, it didn’t really feel hasty or reckless; it felt therapeutic. Each time we performed, and I witnessed Ray’s management – not solely over me however over himself – it repaired somewhat of the belief that I had thought irrevocably broken. It had been so lengthy since he’d misplaced management or proven any indicators of anger that my early days in the home began to really feel like one other lifetime, or a foul dream. This Ray was a very totally different individual – strong, secure and completely dedicated to taking care of me. I used to be dreading the subsequent time he must exit and go away me behind, and my coronary heart sank when he advised me one morning that he was going to have to go away for some time.

“I’ll be gone too lengthy to go away you in your room.”

I felt disappointment at first, however then hope – if I might persuade Ray that he didn’t must lock me away then I might have free rein of the home and backyard. Perhaps I might even discover a means out. I felt a twinge of guilt for contemplating it, however I knew, regardless of how our relationship was creating, I nonetheless needed to discover a method to go away.

“You may belief me, Grasp.”

Ray scoffed. He clearly didn’t belief me as a lot as I trusted him. “You’ll want watching.”

Watching? By whom? Another person? Certainly nobody else may very well be in on this? I attempted to consider everybody we knew, and I couldn’t think about any of them being okay with what Ray was doing. Would it not be a stranger? If he employed somebody, maybe I might inform them the reality and persuade them to assist me escape.

“Mark will watch you.” Any hope of escape melted away on the point out of Mark’s identify. A accomplice in Ray’s firm, Mark was gruff and laconic in dialog and gave nothing away in his face. I’d solely met him a few instances, however I extremely doubted he could be moved by my plight. I wouldn’t put it previous Ray to have advised Mark the reality. He could be loyal to Ray – I used to be sure of that.

“Is that this… are you… sharing me?” I felt humiliated because the phrases left my mouth, however I pressured myself to lookup at Ray so I might watch his expression. A myriad of feelings appeared to cross his face as he gazed intently again at me. Finally, his options softened, and he smiled barely mockingly.

“Is that what you need?”

I shook my head, petrified that I’d put the thought into his head, and he was now contemplating it.

“That was one in every of your fantasies, wasn’t it, being shared?” He reached out and tucked my hair gently behind my ear. “We by no means obtained to discover that, did we?”

“I don’t see you because the sharing sort.”

“I might have achieved something for you.”

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