His hand reached down and slid underneath my gown and between my legs, his fingers slipping inside my underwear.

“Even if you happen to gained’t reply me, your physique all the time does.”

He was proper. My physique was much more resolved about trusting Ray than my thoughts was. And his possessiveness coupled with the recollections of final evening was coaxing me again right into a state of pliant arousal. His fingers plunged inside me, and I grabbed tightly onto his shoulders, moaning in desperation. This already wasn’t sufficient. I wanted him.

“Grasp, please…”

For as soon as, his smug smile didn’t infuriate me. He was getting what he needed, however so was I.

“What’s it you want, infant?”

“You, Grasp. Please… please, fuck me.”

Ray groaned, turning me in direction of the mattress and pushing me harshly down.

“You slut.” I heard him loosen his belt and unzip his denims. “You’ve acted so coy all this time, however we each know you needed this all alongside.”

After which he was thrusting into me once more, more durable this time. He pulled my hair again, forcing me to arch my again extra and deepening the angle of penetration. I felt no worry this time – Ray had taken all that away for me and left me with simply the pleasure. It was quick, tough, determined – the sort of intercourse the place you don’t even have time to suppose. No matter I wanted, he gave me.

We lay there collectively in silence for a couple of minutes. I heard Ray’s respiration progressively return to regular. He turned to me, a playful smile on his face that made me wish to give myself to him once more.

“You understand I had deliberate to allow you to wait at the very least twenty-four hours.”

“Perhaps you don’t know me in addition to you suppose then.”

“Mmmm, I ought to have identified you’d be determined for extra.” He draped an arm over me and closed his eyes. My blissful excessive was rapidly fading away. ‘Determined’ appeared like a becoming phrase. I’d willingly let this man conquer me, not simply as soon as, however twice. What was mistaken with me that I may nonetheless need him after all the pieces? I puzzled what Ray was considering. Was he smug that his plan had labored? Was he gleefully imagining rubbing my give up in David’s face? David would have hated me if he may have seen me then.

“How do you do that to me?” My voice broke, and Ray’s eyes flew open.

“Hey, hey…” His thumb began rubbing slowly from side to side throughout my temple. “What’s occurring? You have been pleased a second in the past.”

“Effectively, I shouldn’t have been.”

Ray wiped my tears away earlier than I had time to succeed in for them. “Callie, why on earth do you suppose you don’t need to be pleased?”

“It’s not that, I simply want various things made me pleased.”

“Not me?”

“Not any of this.”

Ray sighed, and I may inform he was making an attempt to resolve whether or not or to not say his subsequent phrases.

“What occurred after we have been aside that made you so ashamed of who you’re?” I had identified that was the place he’d take. He was leaping on the likelihood in charge David for one thing. I used to be by no means going to have the ability to communicate overtly with him about any of this with out his jealousy taking on.

“Neglect it.” I attempted to show away and sit up however yelped when he pulled me again down and pinned my arms to the mattress. He loomed over me like a storm cloud. Even after trusting him with my physique but once more, I couldn’t assist the spark of real worry that his physicality ignited in me. At any time when he considered David, he grew to become incensed, and I didn’t belief him to not actually harm me in that second.

“You’re going to remain right here so we are able to speak about this.”

“I gained’t speak to you about him; I’ve seen what it does to you.”

“Look, I’ve made no secret of the truth that I detest David, but it surely’s not my intention to bad-mouth him proper now. You was wonderful with all the pieces we have been doing. One thing modified. You should let this out as a result of it’s clearly consuming you up inside. Speak to me. I gained’t harm you, I promise.” He leant down slowly and kissed my cheek. “He didn’t need the identical issues as you, did he?”

“He… he referred to as me a nymphomaniac.” I smiled. It was humorous… and it wasn’t.

Ray, for one, didn’t appear amused. “Since you needed intercourse?”

“As a result of I needed it an excessive amount of, and the mistaken type. As a result of what’s regular wasn’t… it didn’t appear sufficient to me.”

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