The little lady was offended. After I considered it on the time, I did not suppose it was a giant deal.

Based on Zuo Xing, the dog-headed army strategist, women at all times have limitless anger and mood, and will probably be fantastic after a couple of days.

Nonetheless, a month has handed, and Liang Wen’s anger has clearly not subsided.

She did not reply my calls, did not reply to my textual content messages, and naturally she would not take the initiative to contact me.

Even when I’m emotionally insensitive, one thing is improper.

I referred to as the housekeeper, Jing Hai, and requested about my grandfather’s bodily and psychological situation, and even requested concerning the bullfighting at residence, after which I requested Liang Wen in a roundabout manner.

Uncle Jing Hai stated with a smile, “Wenwen will not begin faculty for a couple of extra days. Through the day, she’s going to drink tea and chat with the previous man within the previous home, eat and take a stroll, and return to your new home to sleep by herself at night time.”

I oh, and requested once more: “How does she look…?”

Jing Hai has been along with his grandfather for a few years, and he has already cultivated a pair of piercing eyes and a fragile coronary heart. Even when I attempt to conceal it in each attainable manner, he can nonetheless see and listen to one thing.

He requested me: “Women are very deep-minded, and you’ll’t inform something from the face simply. If you wish to say whether or not she is completely happy or not, anyway, she could be very completely happy in entrance of the chief. However I’ve seen her greater than as soon as. Keep in a daze the place nobody is there.”

Uncle Jinghai stated once more: “You simply bought married, and there may be such a distance between you, nobody will likely be completely happy.”

I mumbled, “Uncle Jing Hai…”

“Oh, I am an previous man who talks an excessive amount of once more. You younger folks, you may deal with issues your self. Anyway, I perceive one factor: if Wenwen does not care about you, she will not be sad.”

Uncle Jing Hai’s phrases woke me up.

I hung up the cellphone and referred to as Liang Wen, however she nonetheless did not reply.

However the subsequent day, Zuo Xing despatched a transoceanic letter, and he tsk-tsk to me, “It is the primary time I’ve seen such a easy manner of falling in love. My spouse has change into a pen pal?!”

I ignored his teasing and rapidly tore open the envelope.

Liang Wen’s calligraphy is as lovely as she herself.

This letter, which had been occurring for per week, floated to me with the proprietor’s trickling ideas.

To be trustworthy, on this period whenever you wish to contact somebody and you’ll hear the opposite particular person’s voice instantly by way of the cellphone and cell phone, it’s actually uncommon to write down a letter in such a sluggish manner.

I admit that this isn’t the primary letter I’ve acquired, however it’s the letter that shocked me probably the most.

Liang Wen stated within the letter: “Previously, individuals who bought married beneath the recommendation of a matchmaker lived collectively day in and time out. After a very long time, their reluctance turned keen. However we won’t even depend on this. We bought married in a rush, separated in a rush, even after making an attempt There isn’t any probability of being improper.

Forgive me, however in entrance of you, I actually cannot say these phrases that may explode in place if I watch it yet one more time. I can solely let you know my ideas in the meanwhile in probably the most silly and ridiculous manner.

Within the letter, I’m not the one who lives within the shadows, I’m not the one who blush after I see you. I’m a woman with ridiculous concepts, ignorant impulses, and dangerous ideas.

I have been caught with that very humiliating scene for a month and might’t recover from it. What I am unable to let go of isn’t that you just rejected me, however that I had a mind twitch to sleep with you earlier than you go. It is as if I do not actually personal you till I sleep.

It is actually embarrassing. I do know. So, I dare not see you, dare not hear your voice. Afraid of what you consider me. However, you will need to have one thing on my thoughts. It is okay, I can perceive.

All that has been stated above is definitely nonsense. I used to be incoherent and did not know what I used to be doing. In different phrases, when grandpa requested me to marry you, I misplaced my thoughts.

So please forgive the ignorance of an individual who misplaced himself.

One final small request, please don’t reply to my letter. I’m not writing to get you to write down again. I am simply afraid to let you know this to your face.

I’m cowardly. I do know. So, you additionally took the chance to get to know me as an individual, did not you?

Good luck! “

Receiving such a letter filled with apprehension, worry, embarrassment, remorse, but additionally very trustworthy, I appeared to carry the guts of a pure lady.

Her capricious feelings are similar to what Uncle Jing Hai stated, Liang Wen has a spot for me in her coronary heart, so there are these.

As a substitute, I breathed a sigh of reduction, and my anxious coronary heart eased down.

As Liang Wen wished, I didn’t reply.

I opened a small Weibo account to report my research and life on the opposite aspect of the ocean, and inadvertently disclosed it to Zuo Xing, and let him inadvertently disclose it to Liang Wen.

Zuo Xing, a thieves, naturally understands what I imply.

My Weibo account has not posted any information because the official announcement of going overseas for additional research.

However I can open a small account, quietly report my life, and open it for Liang Wen to learn alone.

I feel this most likely belongs to my romantic manner, however I do not know if this lady can perceive it.

Just one particular person follows my account, and I solely observe one particular person.

Liang Wen’s Weibo account is Mosquito Jing.

I stated on my small microblog: I took an appearing class for the primary time and realized methods to crawl a tiger. Excuse me, which foot does the tiger transfer out first when it crawls?

The mosquito spirit replied to me: The tiger stated: I’m the king, and I can use whichever foot I need.

I replied: Is the mosquito essence remodeled from a vampire?

Mosquito essence: Mosquito essence solely **** the blood of her lover.

I replied: I’ve quite a lot of blood, please **** the mosquito essence slowly, do not choke.

Turning to the left, I noticed the dialog between the 2 of us within the trumpet, and laughed on the spot.

He stated: “The 2 of you’re actually idle. If in case you have the flexibility, you may shoot with fireplace.”

I ignored him and posted every kind of content material on the Weibo trumpet when I discovered time.

Typically, I’ll take a bald picture of my appearing trainer: If I change into bald, will there be any followers who love me?

Mosquito Essence: I really like baldness, and baldness doesn’t have an effect on my blood-sucking.

Or, I ship an unique blue sky.

Mosquito essence additionally returned an image of the sky in Beijing.

I perceive the that means: it’s sufficient for us to reside beneath a blue sky. Though one is on the east aspect of the ocean and one is on the west aspect of the ocean.

Though we did not make a cellphone name or ship a textual content message, we talk nearly on daily basis on the Weibo platform. Or playful, or humorous, or sand sculpture, or on a regular basis, or groaning with out sickness, anyway, to vent the feelings that ought to be, generally forgetting that there’s a seven-year age hole between me and her, and it takes greater than ten hours of airplane distance.

I wish to end the course in 4 years, however I wish to end it in three years.

So the day by day programs are very full, and on the identical time, with a purpose to apply what I’ve realized, I’ve participated in lots of repertory troupes, drama troupes, and even Broadway singing and dancing when I’ve the chance. Each time I carry out on stage, it’s a profound train, which naturally requires me to spend so much of time finding out and rehearsing.

I don’t have time through the day, so I principally can solely submit a Weibo earlier than going to mattress on daily basis, summarizing my life that day.

Due to the time distinction, my day is her night time, and my night time is her day.

Nonetheless, regardless of after I submit on Weibo, Liang Wen can reply to me as quickly as attainable.

We chatted a couple of phrases on it, and stated good night time to one another.

Every little thing was peaceable at first, however at some point when Liang Wen was in her sophomore 12 months, every little thing abruptly modified.

The agreed Weibo chat was abruptly interrupted.

At first I assumed she was busy and did not care. Later, she did not go online to the Weibo account for a couple of days and did not reply, so I observed one thing was improper.

I referred to as the primary time, however she did not reply.

I referred to as her dormitory, and a woman named Xi Jiameng answered the cellphone.

I intentionally lowered my voice and requested if Liang Wen was within the dormitory?

Xi Jiameng stated: “Wenwen is out. Not within the dormitory.”

I thanked her and hung up the cellphone. After ready for a number of hours, Liang Wen took the initiative to name.

Her voice was not as excited as normal, as if she and I have been strangers, she requested me: “What is the matter?”

These three phrases abruptly shortened the gap we cultivated this 12 months. These three phrases appear odd, however it appears to kill all of the earlier emotions with one blow.

I breathed a sigh of reduction and requested, “Are you busy today?” Why did not you permit a message on my Weibo account?

I did not say something later, however she should perceive.

Liang Wen spit out two phrases rapidly after I completed talking: “very busy.”

As if to rapidly finish this unnutritious dialog.

I paused and expressed my perspective, “If in case you have something to do, keep in mind to inform me!”

This was the protection line I may give her at the moment, and it was additionally the promise I made. I hope she will be able to really feel my coronary heart although this coronary heart is way away from her when it comes to house distance.

Liang Wen hummed and stated, “I nonetheless have one thing to do. Goodbye.”

The blunt voice and perfunctory perspective made me, who’s normally in a position to perceive the ideas of others, confused on the time.

I even questioned whether or not she hummed, whether or not I imagined it or she actually hummed.

5 minutes later, she despatched me a textual content message: I’m nonetheless younger, so studying is an important factor.

Watching these seven characters, I felt baffled on the one hand, and felt ashamed to be rejected by such slightly **** the opposite hand.

After that cellphone name, she did not reply to something I posted on the Weibo account.

However each month I switch her previous dwelling bills to her financial institution card, and he or she at all times withdraws all the cash on the primary day it arrives. Similar for the subsequent month.

Naturally, I gave her quite a lot of dwelling bills. For a woman, along with assembly her primary dwelling wants, she will be able to additionally meet her different wants.

I did not take this matter to coronary heart, as a person, he by no means cares about giving cash to his spouse, and he does not suppose an excessive amount of about it.

If I had considered it slightly extra at the moment, maybe issues would have been totally different.

After half a 12 months with none communication between us, I sneaked again to China. I did not inform the corporate, I did not inform the followers, I even instructed Zuoxing after I bought on the airplane.

Zuo Xing stated on the cellphone: “I do know you wish to return to see her, however you’ve three extra levels to go on quickly, and this forwards and backwards will waste time. While you come again, I am afraid you’ll have to keep up all night time to rehearse. You need to have stated it earlier, and I’ll take it on my behalf.” You return and take a look at her.”

I stated, “I wish to see her with my very own eyes.”

Even when it means hiding and sneaking a have a look at her.

I disguised myself and risked being found, returned to the nation, and went to the dance academy.

Liang Wen instructed me earlier than that she has at all times been in school at three factors and one line, rehearsal room, classroom and residential.

Typically there will likely be no change.

There are folks coming and going within the faculty, so it’s inconvenient for me to point out up, I wait on the door of the home.

Till eleven o’clock in the course of the night time that day, nobody got here again. I requested somebody to go to the dormitory to ask, however she did not reside within the dormitory both.

It is so late, the place will she go?

Because of this, I did not see her wandering in the direction of residence till two o’clock within the morning.

It was early summer season, and the temperature was not too excessive or low. She was sporting an extended windbreaker, her calves have been uncovered, and her face was painted with heavy make-up. I stood a couple of meters away from her, and I appeared to have the ability to odor the fragrance flowing within the air. .

My coronary heart sank abruptly.

She staggered slightly, clearly drunk.

When she reached the door of the home, she lowered her head to search for the keys in her bag, however she was so drunk that she could not even open the bag, and the contents of the bag fell to the bottom.

At the moment, her mobile phone rang.

She picked it up and stated with a slurred tongue: “Hello. Effectively. Okay. I am going to go tomorrow. On time. Not late. Goodbye.”

The place is she going tomorrow? What to do?

I am unable to think about.

I noticed her stroll into a house I had by no means set foot in, noticed the lights go on.

I do not understand how lengthy I stood within the woods by the door.

All I do know is that the subsequent day I am on the airplane throughout the ocean, sleeping like hell. Evidently solely after I go to sleep will I really feel that what I noticed and heard on my journey again to China are all goals.

Zuo Xing acquired me and was startled. Mentioned that I used to be so haggard that I used to be about to lose my handsomeness. If my followers see it, I am afraid they’ll cry bitterly.

I stated to Zuo Xing with a sullen face, “Go and discover out what Liang Wen is doing in China?”

I am afraid Zuo Xing has by no means seen me like this earlier than, and it is the primary time to hold out my mission with none nonsense.

Quickly, I realized from him that Liang Wen usually skipped lessons, and the trainer referred to as and criticized her many occasions. On the identical time, she does not reside within the dormitory and returns to her new residence very late. She solely performed with a woman named Xi Jiameng in school, and everybody else was nothing to her. As for her in the course of the night time, with heavy make-up and drunkenness, Zuo Xing desperately refused to inform me what she was doing. However he did it, and I naturally guessed it.

To say not dissatisfied can be a lie.

What I noticed was principally the identical as what the left row realized.

Zuo Xing sighed and stated: “Individuals of their faculty are spreading rumors that Liang Wen isn’t solely handsome, but additionally innocent, and he or she performs loopy in non-public. Many boys privately categorical that they like her kind. This isn’t dangerous. Good ones. There are extra dangerous ones. I gained’t irritate you.”

I regarded by way of our Weibo chat information as soon as once more. The lady who was cute and humorous in my thoughts, with quite a lot of small feelings, was even cuter. Now this picture is blurred.

It simply so occurs that I’ve gathered too many appearing actions and appearing lessons at hand, and consciously or unconsciously I exploit these items to suppress the vacant nook of my coronary heart, so I’m even busier. Or I should be making myself look busier.

Trying again now, I used to be a idiot.

Individuals, at all times be good, and imagine what you see. Hear it and imagine it.

However I am unable to consider something, why do not you simply ask her instantly?

If I may eliminate the unquenchable anger rising in my coronary heart at the moment, settle down, and have speak with Liang Wen, perhaps every little thing can be totally different.

Individuals in love are silly, particularly when it is the primary time like me.

I let my anger burn, let me settle down, suppress my feelings, and frantically go to class, observe, and carry out.

I initially deliberate to compress the four-year completion of my research, however Shengsheng let me compress it to a few years.

I did not take the initiative to seek out out about Liang Wen’s information. Zuo Xing was afraid of affecting my temper, so naturally he wouldn’t take the initiative to say it.

Till at some point, she referred to as me.

And it has been two years since I final heard from her on the cellphone.

Previously two years, Grandpa has referred to as me numerous occasions, asking me what went improper between us. Why does Wenwen look horribly skinny, mentally sick, and preoccupied. I am unable to reply.

Liang Wen stated on the cellphone that she needed me to return again. The rationale was that her finest pal needed to behave with me.

Whereas her reasoning sucks, I went again the day after I bought the decision.

Nonetheless, after I went again, I discovered…she appeared like a unique particular person!