“Puck,” I whisper, simply earlier than he goes to maneuver his hips forwards. “I’m scared.”

“Me too,” he confesses, and a tear falls down my cheeks, into the delicate pillows and my hair. Puck leans down, kissing me tenderly. “However I’ll by no means damage you. When you inform me to cease, I’ll, okay?”

“Okay.”

His hand reaches as much as wipe away a few stray tears, and I smile up at him shyly.

“Would you like me to cease, Bon? Now we have on a regular basis on this planet, bear in mind.”

I give it some thought for a second, his agency physique above mine, with him resting at my entrance. Despite the fact that I’m scared, although I’m nervous, I’ve by no means been extra positive about one thing in my life.

“I don’t need you to cease.”

Puck smiles, leaning all the way down to softly kiss me, and ever so slowly, he pushes forwards. I scrunch my eyes collectively, extra tears falling on the burn between my legs.

I knew it was going to harm, however that is worse than I believed.

It feels prefer it lasts hours till Puck has pushed during my limitations and stops transferring, his hand cupping my cheek.

“Are you okay?” he whispers, stammering a bit of, his breaths deep.

“It burns a bit of,” I say in truth. Though proper now, it burns loads. I shimmy beneath him, letting my physique change into used to the newer intrusion. He’s loads thicker than his fingers.

However Puck, being the affected person, most superb man he’s, stays nonetheless for some time longer, letting me get used to the unfamiliar feeling till, ultimately, I give him the go forward to maneuver.

For a number of agonising strokes, the burn is intense, however after some time, it subsides and turns into extra of an ache.

I can inform Puck is struggling to compose his respiration, and after a pair extra strokes, he puffs out a quiet, “God.”

Despite the fact that it hurts and is a bit of uncomfortable, I’ve by no means been happier to be on this second with Puck, to be this shut with him and change into one like this.

I really like this boy.

The second was fleeting. It didn’t final for various minutes, and I gained nothing from the expertise other than lastly crossing that line with Puck and deepening my love and reference to him.

However I wouldn’t have modified it for the world.

I really feel secure, I really feel beloved, I really feel valued and needed.

I couldn’t have imagined a greater individual to share my first time with. And I do know that there will probably be many extra, and although this wasn’t the kind of intercourse that’s described in my romance novels, I do know that each single one in all my emotions for Puck is legitimate and actual and that he reciprocates them equally.

In spite of everything, how many individuals can say they misplaced their virginity to the love of their life?

I really like Puck, and we are able to solely go up from right here.

Bon,

Tonight was the best night time of my life.

You’re the air that I breathe, the sunshine in my darkish, and the track that feeds my soul.

You’re my the whole lot.

I really like you.

Second star on the proper…

Until Neverland,

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