Chapter 61: Lastly with Eunah -3

The pressure that pulled me within the phrases that have been conveyed felt stronger.

“Hehe”

Laughter burst out from the pinnacle buried in his arms.

As Dokyun felt like his coronary heart was about to burst, he reached out his hand and brushed the pinnacle leaning on me.

“T-then”

Her phrases continued.

As she lifted her head buried in his chest and checked out him with a face that appeared anxious someplace, she pursed her lips after which opened her mouth.

“M-Mr. Bee will proceed to proceed to stick with me?”

It was a query that she requested once more even after listening to the reply simply earlier than.

Why is she so anxious to maintain confirming?

Persevering with to suppose, the one factor that got here to thoughts was whether or not the reply lies within the recollections she erased from her thoughts.

May it’s that the recollections she erased for herself have been recollections that have been too painful for her?

May it’s that the remnants of feelings that she could not erase whereas erasing her recollections are making her so anxious?

May it’s that the rationale she turned like that is as a result of important impression of parting with somebody treasured to her?

‘In all probability’

Her mom.

May it’s that her leaving was not due to her mom who abused her, however due to her mom who she could not cease loving?

Though he had discovered rather a lot about her, there have been nonetheless many issues he did not know, so he might solely suppose this a lot.

“Ah, you will not go away?”

The urging phrases got here once more.

Whilst he continued to suppose, the nervousness on her face intensified, making Dokyun unable to delay the reply any longer, so this time, he hugged her tighter and managed to reply.

“I will not go wherever. I am going to stick with Eunah.”

“Uh-huh”

Though he gave a solution, there was no signal of aid from her.

This made his coronary heart ache once more, and as he tried to decide on his phrases rigorously to make a smile seem on her face, an acceptable phrase got here to thoughts.

“Eunah.”

“Sure”

“Lets make a tree collectively?”

Blink, blink. The eyes going through one another blinked.

Dokyun checked out her, smiling extra brightly on her face, and continued talking.

“As a result of Christmas is coming quickly. Let’s make a tree.”

It’s now the top of December, the top of the yr.

It is an finish, but additionally a starting.

Dokyun started to examine the upcoming occasions in order that she would not grow to be extra anxious, hoping that the times to come back could be joyful.

“We’ll beautify an enormous tree, hold lights, and make it look good.”

The home have to be spacious. In the event that they beautify a tree in a nook of the room, it will be a stunning sight.

“And we’ll put together hen, beer um, pizza too. We’ll put together a lot that it is arduous for 2 individuals to eat, and have a celebration.”

“A celebration?”

“Sure, a celebration. Simply the 2 of us.”

Though I’ve by no means finished it earlier than, it’ll undoubtedly be pleasurable.

The method of preparation, organising the decorations, and the time spent laughing and chatting whereas sharing a drink shall be deeply engraved in my coronary heart and can by no means be forgotten.

As he take a look at her with these ideas in thoughts, he see a questioning expression on her face as she tilts her head barely.

In response, Dokyun raises his hand and gently brushes her cheek, talking softly.

“I’m wondering what we are able to do collectively sooner or later. After Christmas, possibly we are able to go outdoors and watch the dawn.”

With such a spacious home and a transparent surrounding, it will be a stupendous sight.

“And when spring comes, we are able to go flower viewing.”

The entire world shall be crammed with colourful seasons, with every passing day bringing a unique hue.

As we proceed speaking, she opens her mouth.

“Oh, no!”

Her phrases are crammed with urgency. Startled, she jumps up and exclaims with a shocked expression on her face.

“T-There are such a lot of bugs outdoors and the bees they sting”

She says this and her face instantly scrunches up as if she’s about to cry.

Dokyun nonetheless do not know what these bugs imply or what they symbolize to her.

Nonetheless, judging from her occasional reactions, he can anticipate that the surface world is a terrifying place for her.

This saddens him deeply.

He cease brushing her cheek gently and look straight into her eyes.

“It is okay.”

“Oh, no”

“I am okay. Um”

Dokyun pause for a second, rigorously selecting his phrases.

“If, and I imply if, I have been to get sick”

He need her to grasp my intentions. He manage my ideas and converse.

“Then you may care for me, Eunah.”Up to date from novelb(i)n.c(o)m

“Me?”

“I am going to grill the meat. I am actually good at grilling meat.”

“Oh”

There was a considerably suspicious look in her eyes.

Dokyun managed to cowl up his momentarily shaken confidence, compelled a smile, and spoke.

“Simply belief me as soon as.”

“Okay”

She nodded.

Whereas taking a look at her for a second, Dokyun all of the sudden requested a query that arose in his thoughts.

“Is there something you need to do with me, Eunah?”

“Umm”

She began to ponder, her face momentarily furrowing.

“A, stroll!”

A brief reply got here out.

‘Strolling.’

Abruptly, the rising thought was that it was very writer-like.

Someplace she had heard that when writers could not provide you with concepts for his or her work, they went for a stroll.

With that thought in thoughts, Dokyun, who had been chuckling on the absurd thought that had crossed his thoughts, answered whereas sweeping his hand down her again as she nestled into his chest.

“That sounds good. For the reason that Han River has a pleasant strolling path, we could go there?”

“Sure!”

In response to Dokyun’s query, she brightened her face and answered.

“Then, let’s go as quickly as spring comes so we do not have to attend lengthy. Since there is perhaps lots of people, let’s maintain palms tightly and stroll all day.”

“Uh, okay! I-I can not fall!”

Her face confirmed indicators of eager to pout as her mouth twitched upwards.

“I-I am going to maintain on tight! I am going to maintain your hand!”

Pushing her chest ahead and proudly providing her phrases, Dokyun, who had been laughing at her considerably pitiful look, leaned ahead and kissed her brow earlier than talking.

“Thanks. I am going to belief solely Eunah.”

“Sure! I-I belief solely you!”

Her blushing face as she answered with a bashful smile as soon as once more touched his coronary heart.

A pleasing tremor handed between them, and so they continued speaking for some time.

Ranging from the Christmas that had simply handed and the way they’d spend this winter, the place they’d go for outings within the upcoming spring, how they’d endure the summer season warmth, and what they’d eat to fulfill their appetites within the fall.

They made plans for a very long time, and earlier than they knew it, it was time to plan how they’d spend the following winter.

Dokyun checked out her, who was pondering with a frown, for a second, then gently stroked her head and spoke.

“When winter begins, let’s look again on what we did over the previous yr.”

To really feel that this a lot happiness had been skilled, they must look again on it.

“To try this we’ll should take lots of footage.”

To have the ability to reminisce by flipping by every photograph, it appeared essential to go away behind many footage.

“We’ll discuss what we did at the moment, after which take into consideration how we’ll spend the following yr. Till then, and even after that, I am going to all the time be by Eunah’s aspect.”

To make her really feel anticipation somewhat than nervousness, to have the ability to confidently say that he’ll all the time be by her aspect.

He shared the image he had painted in his thoughts together with her like that.

Let’s end speaking and take a look at her, she appeared nodding satisfactorily with a melted face.

“Go, good!”

Was it a passable reply, will his phrases now be considerably trusted?

Persevering with to precise my ideas, it appeared like his phrases have been reaching her somewhat.

Confirming him, Dokyun, who felt his coronary heart progressively loosening, reached out his hand in entrance of her, clenched his fist, and opened his mouth as if making a finger gun gesture.

“Nicely, it is a promise.”

“A promise!”

The heat of the fingertips was transmitted, and shortly they shyly entwined and embraced one another tightly.

“Dokyun”

Her phrases adopted as their palms frivolously touched.

“Look, copy!”

Their palms unfolded and handed one another as they touched.

Afterwards, as their palms separated and checked out her, a vibrant smile appeared.

Thump. Thump.

The pounding of the center beginning the hammering echoes within the ears.

The turmoil inside started to tackle the form of robust waves.

The smile that stole all consideration was so stunning.

In that second, it felt instinctive.

This second shall be perpetually preserved in my thoughts.

For a day, a month, a yr, and even past, till the second my breath stops, it’ll by no means be erased from inside me.

Thus, He’ll perpetually revolve round her.

‘Hmm’

It was a really harmful state of affairs.

‘But it surely’s okay.’

That is what he thought.