Chapter 42

One week had handed. Dokyun didnt hold observe of the precise date, however that was in all probability proper.

Why cant I depend the precise date

Effectively, what was the purpose of constructing excuses? It was as a result of he was extra centered on one thing else than the date.

To be exact, all his consideration was solely on Eun-ah.

Each morning for per week, they engaged in intercourse exercise as quickly as they wakened.

Even whereas consuming, they did it as a result of their eyes met.

Even whereas showering they did it.

Whereas she was engaged on her manuscript, even after dinner, and earlier than falling asleep, they did it.

As soon as the brakes he had set for himself have been launched, they simply devoured one another like beasts.

Although Dokyun realized it belatedly and made positive to make use of contraception, truthfully, He couldnt assure it. As a result of condoms cant give 100% certainty.

Hehe

Dokyun appeared down at Eun-ah, who was taking part in together with his fingers.

It was the second once they returned to the bed room after ending the day and intertwined their our bodies as soon as once more.

As they touched every others naked pores and skin and exchanged physique warmth, confirming every others presence, a crisp snigger interrupted the ideas that had occupied Dokyuns thoughts.

She nestled in his arms, clasping his hand and taking part in together with his fingers, sometimes laughing and laughing repeatedly.

Even at that second, her smiling face was really radiant.

Is it that good?

Sure!

In response to his voice stuffed with laughter due to her cute look, a transparent reply was heard.

Its the most effective, the very best on the earth!

When she stopped taking part in together with his fingers and hugged him whereas laughing, it made Dokyuns coronary heart tremble as soon as once more.

The heat that step by step seeped into Dokyun now crammed him utterly, overflowing and making him tremble.

Her small gestures, her smiling face, and her affectionate expressions as she hugged him tightly, have been so ticklish that with out realizing it his gaze was fixated on her.

Her eyes, which slowly closed when he stroked her cheek, seems very cute.

It was humorous how she flinched and trembled when her ear lobe was flippantly pinched.

When Dokyun moved his thumb flippantly and brushed her eyes, her mimicking the motion by rubbing her face in opposition to his hand tickled his insides.

Whereas stroking her for some time, Eun-ah, who was having fun with the contact, opened her mouth with a voice of remorse

Oh, proper

Huh?

Her face turned gloomy. The disappointment in her eyes deepened, inflicting a stir inside him.

Why? Whats fallacious?

Tomor tomorrow

As she continued to talk, she started to cry extra, and a glimmering mild appeared in her eyes.

Seeing that face, Dokyun felt a tightness in his chest once more and softened his voice as he spoke.

Inform me. Huh? Dont cry.

Tom tomorrow, I’ve to go exterior

Ah.

Listening to her phrases, Dokyun lastly remembered what he had forgotten.

Exterior

Contemplating that they’d spent nearly two weeks confined to this home, there have to be issues that wanted to be taken care of outdoor.

Initially, the mandatory home goods wouldnt all the time fill the home.

And there

Hospital

That was in all probability it. Dokyun didnt know the precise prognosis, however he may sense throughout their day by day life that she was affected by a psychological sickness.

The sudden and drastic adjustments in her feelings that have been seen in the meanwhile, the occasional unfamiliar expressions she confirmed, have been all indicators.

Observing her taking medication diligently within the morning and night, He may assume that she was in all probability going out to get a brand new prescription.

As Dokyun continued to suppose, he noticed a head wrapped round his chest.

Sniff

Instantly, Dokyun felt that she was crying as a result of she didnt need to go exterior, like a baby who didnt need to go away the nook of the room, so he set free a choking snigger to tease her.

I-I dont need to go

Along with her barely pouting eyes, she appeared considerably pitiful as she snuggled in opposition to Dokyun.

Dokyun gently stroked Eun-ahs again, making an attempt to consolation her, and spoke in a reassuring tone.

Go and are available again. In poor health wait right here for you.

Sniff

Dokyun may really feel a moist sensation on his chest.

Am I that a lot particular to her? Was it that tough for her to let go?

Occupied with it made him really feel deeply happy, however deep in his coronary heart, he couldnt eliminate the considered why she favored him a lot, although they’d solely recognized one another for a bit of over two weeks.

Constantly, the query of why me? lingered in his thoughts.

Dokyun checked out her as she buried her head in his chest.

This brief interval of about two weeks had made him fall for her, nevertheless it hadnt revealed a lot about her.

He was curious.

Why was he, and why was she clinging to him so desperately?

What was it that made her cling to him to such an extent?

What sort of life had she lived, and why was she struggling alone like this?

Dokyun pursed his lips however didnt ask her.

In that second of considering whether or not to ask her or not, he had a powerful premonition that this peace can be shattered.

Proper after that, the phrases that got here out of his mouth weren’t questions, however phrases of consolation.

Im ready right here, so be happy to go.

Sniff

Mm

As her melancholic aura didn’t go away, he was serious about methods to console her, after which the reminiscence of her first outing got here to thoughts.

Effectively then

Sure

Would you want to purchase me a present?

The face that was pressed in opposition to his chest out of the blue perked up and turned in direction of him.

A present?

Sure, a present.

Dokyun may see on the point out of the phrase reward her face turned purple, as if she was considering the identical factor as him.

Whoa

As she as soon as once more buried her face in his chest, a wave of intense warmth washed over him.

Discovering her sudden shyness amusing, Dokyun smiled and urged her for a solution.

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Sure, sure!

A optimistic response got here from his arms.

Feeling barely higher, Dokyun sensed the guidelines of their toes underneath the blanket brushing in opposition to one another.

Then you need to sleep now. You need to work laborious tomorrow, and are available again quick, proper?

Dokyuns hand shortly flipped by the pages he had learn.

A number of pages turned, and earlier than he knew it, the diary was persevering with with new content material that he had not seen.

[Today, my mother praised me.]

[My mother said thank you for being sick on her behalf.]

He had been serious about it for some time.

Why did this sentence hassle him a lot?

[Instead of my mother, I was sick again today. My mother smiled.]

As an alternative

[I am so happy, but my hands are crying.]

[Am I crying because Im happy?]

Tears flowing from my palms.

There was one thing that made Dokyun uncomfortable deep inside his coronary heart.

The accidents continued, and the fragmented items have been slowly becoming collectively.

Punishment, training, as a substitute, tears.

And

Self-harm.

The puzzle items matched, revealing an image of a household.

Her mom

That loopy bitch

She was neglecting her self-harm and inspired it.

Crack.

His hand gripping the diary tightened. His breath turned tough, and his tooth clenched, expressing his anger.

As soon as once more, he turned the web page.

[My mother praises me today.]

[I read all the books today, and I didnt interrupt her work.]

[Its too cold.]

His head grew sizzling. The heartbeat was getting stronger.

[I made my mother sad today.]

[But its okay. I can take the pain instead.]

Fuck

Swearing erupted from his tooth. His shoulders trembled on the heavy respiration.

Because the diary turned to the subsequent web page, Dokyun momentarily froze, bowled over by what he noticed.

Its torn.

About 7 to eight pages, roughly. They have been torn aside.

There was just one web page left behind.

Thumb. Thumb.

Dokyun calmed his throbbing coronary heart and turned the pages slowly.

Flutter.

When he turned the web page, there was just one phrase written on it.

[Die.]

He couldnt perceive its which means.

However

The handwriting is completely different.

It was written in tough handwriting completely different from the earlier rounded handwriting fashion.

After turning the web page to the top, Dokyun closed the guide and sighed.

What I obtained.

The truth that she was abused.

The handwriting of the final web page.

The doubt solely deepened.

The truth that she had been abused made his heartache, however the contents of the diary have been so fragmentary that he couldnt infer the details.

As he set free a sigh,

?

A way of discomfort. An indescribable sense of unease enveloped his physique.

He unfolded the primary web page of the diary as soon as once more.

[I hurt my mother again today.]

It wasnt there.

[My mother hugged me tightly.]

It wasnt there.

[Its too cold.]

It wasnt there.

[Now I can suffer in her place.]

It wasnt there.

[I am happy.]

It wasnt there.

His trembling palms checked the final web page of the diary as soon as extra.

[Die.]

Its not right here.

All through the diary, there was no point out of her older sister.

Not a single line

How is that this doable?

May her father be the rationale? It was a risk as a result of single-parent households weren’t so uncommon.

However

Her older sister, whose existence had been confirmed by her personal phrases, who appeared very near her

Not a single line

was not talked about within the diary.

Does that make sense?

Thumb. Thumb.

His coronary heart felt prefer it was being pounded by a sledgehammer.

The trembling that began from the fingertips started to engulf his total physique.

His thoughts, which had been racing, out of the blue went chilly.

One thing is unusual.

Simply as he was beginning to really feel that manner.

What are you doing?

A voice got here from behind.

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