I growl out my frustration and sit down on my sofa. I run my arms by means of my hair, making an attempt to present myself one thing to do with my arms earlier than I break one thing.
“What did she say?”
“She admitted feeling suicidal, and that scares me. Not less than within the clinic, she’ll have twenty-four-hour care. Right here, you need to work, and when your again is turned, who is aware of what may occur? I do know you need one of the best for Kally. All of us do. I believe that is one of the best factor for everybody.”
“I can convey her to the clinic.” I straighten up.
Gail shakes her head. “That gained’t be obligatory. I’ll name a personal ambulance.”
“What occurs now?” asks Damien.
I really feel like I’m a ticking time bomb, ready to go off. I’ve by no means felt feelings like this earlier than. It even beats the night time I used to be advised Kally would marry my asshole brother.
“I’ll make all of the preparations now. We’ll get Kally to the clinic, settled in, make a care plan, after which we’ll take it from there.”
“I can see her, proper?”
Gail bites her lip. “We advise that no relative or liked one sees the affected person for six weeks.”
“What? How can that assist remedy?”
“You’d be stunned how a lot distraction members of the family may be. As soon as the six weeks are up, and if Kally agrees, we’ll get you into the clinic for some remedy classes together with her, and hopefully, by then we’ll have a greater thought how lengthy issues would possibly take.”
“I by no means agreed to any of this. I solely referred to as to get Kally assist.”
“And we’ll give her all the assistance and care on this planet, Clark. I promise you that.”
“Come on, bro. It’s solely six weeks.”
“We’ve already misplaced three years!” I yell at nobody specifically.
“I’ll present you to the workplace so you can also make the calls,” says Damien.
I shake my head and throw myself again onto the sofa.
“I do know you don’t wish to hear this proper now, however that is one of the best factor for Kally.”
“I can’t maintain her secure there, Nancy.”
“You don’t need to. You simply need to hope and pray that this remedy works and also you get her residence quickly. Letting this fester will solely take her away from you longer.”
I can perceive what everyone seems to be saying. My head is aware of they’re proper, however it should take my coronary heart a hell of a very long time to catch up. I’ve simply gotten Kally residence and now I’m dropping her yet again. It’s a merciless fucking joke.
I get up and stroll over to her closed door. I pause earlier than opening it, however I have to see her earlier than she goes. I have to make her see that I fucking love her. I’ll at all times be right here for her, it doesn’t matter what. I pull myself collectively and stroll into her room.
This time, Kally is sitting up in mattress. She’s so pale you could possibly mistake her for a ghost.
I simply stroll in and sit beside her, with my again resting towards the headboard. Kally’s head falls and rests towards my shoulder. It’s solely now that I’m taking within the enormity of this case. Tears fall from my eyes, and I don’t even attempt to cover them.
“I’ll be right here whenever you’re prepared, Kally. I’ll at all times be right here for you. You want me, you simply name and I’ll be there, I promise.”
“I do know,” she whispers. “I’ve at all times recognized that, Clark.”
I transfer to wrap my arm round her shoulders and maintain her tight, kissing her head, inhaling her distinctive scent.
“That is simply one other blip within the street. We’ll get by means of it. Sooner or later, we’ll look again on this time and see how sturdy it has made us.”
“Promise me two issues, Clark.”
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