Chapter 76: Can I Come Over?
Can I Come Over?
His home?
As if to make amends for the previous few days, Miho spoke up.
Rookie actor, what do you suppose? Do you’ve gotten any concepts on what I ought to do?
Um I can see the place youre coming from, however I dont have an answer but Sick give it some thought, however do you thoughts if I am going to the restroom for a minute?
Oh, certain. Go forward.
Yoomyeong stepped out and went to the toilet.
The restroom, designed as a personal area, had a lockable door.
As he closed the door and turned in direction of the mirror, he noticed a fluffy silver furball on the shelf, Miho.
What do you imply, go to his home?
{That pals performing vitality flows extra in a single aspect of his physique.}
Actually? Is it as a result of hes been overusing one explicit emotion?
{It seems to be like hes been working towards spreading his vitality evenly as an alternative of attempting to repair it. There are clear indicators of effort. It ought to have been fastened by now.}
However?
{The truth that it retains reverting suggests theres a mechanism inflicting it. I think theres one thing about the place he lives.}
The casually dropped hints carried important that means.
They couldnt be ignored.
When it got here to performing, Miho was extra perceptive than anybody else. Hadnt the spirit foxs insights and recommendation confirmed efficient each time Yoomyeong confronted a dilemma?This chapter made its debut look through N0v3lB1n.
How might you make sure that theres one thing unsuitable with the place he lives?
{Issues exterior of performing aren’t my space of experience I assume effectively solely know for certain if we go to his home.}
Alright, I perceive. Thanks.
Yoomyeong contacted Ho-chul.
Hochul, I dont suppose Sick be capable to return to my place tonight.
{Oh? Hyung, is one thing unsuitable?}
Im working towards performing with Senior Actor Yoon Hansung, and we’d have a number of drinks at his place after we end.
{Actor Yoon Hansung? Wow.}
Yeah, so dont fear if I dont get in contact.
{Certain. If something comes up, regardless of how small, please let me know.}
Alright.
Then, he returned to the observe room the place Hansung was.
Senior, please share your ideas with me if any involves thoughts whereas we observe collectively.
Certain, please.
They continued their observe.
They analyzed varied monologues for observe and labored on growing the characters tone and habits collectively.
Once they acted the identical character that they had chosen collectively, observing every others colours that differed barely was a helpful train.
After ending the observe that day, Yoomyeong made a request to Hansung.
Senior, can you purchase me a drink?
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Certain, the place ought to we go?
Properly the place do you reside, Senior? Can I come over?
Ah My place is a bit far, and I dont normally deliver folks over How concerning the place we went to final time?
As soon as once more, Hansung evaded the query.
Was there a motive he didnt need to present his home to others?
Yoomyeong couldnt insist on going if Hansung was towards it. There was just one different technique that may work.
They arrived on the similar bar as final time. Towards the backdrop of a sprawling night time view, that they had steamed clams and soju earlier than them.
Are you good at ingesting, Actor Shin?
Properly Im undecided.
He couldnt keep in mind how a lot he used to drink when he was twenty-five throughout his earlier life.
Yoomyeong used to drink loads. Nevertheless, he had kept away from ingesting on this life.
The shock of being identified with liver most cancers was one motive, however this life additionally hadnt been so suffocating that he wanted to drown his sorrows in alcohol.
Whereas there was strain from performing, it was each traumatic and exhilarating for him.
Clink!
Their soju glasses clinked.
Yoomyeong meant to get drunk tonight. Hoping that Hansung would take him residence if he was drunk was the final technique he might attempt.
As he downed a glass, he shortly started to really feel the results of the alcohol. Involved, Hansung requested.
Take it sluggish. It appears youre not good with alcohol.
No, its not that.
Final time we drank collectively, you hardly touched your drink.
Hansung stuffed Yoomyeongs glass midway and poured a full one for himself.
Yoomyeong couldnt maintain again his tears at Hansungs form expression.
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Clatter
On the eating desk the place they sat going through one another, two glasses of whiskey have been positioned.
Hansung, initially puzzled by Yoomyeongs inexplicable tears, appeared to comprehend the explanation after following his gaze.
It was a panorama of sorrow that was all too acquainted for him.
Hansungs thoughtful expression brought about Yoomyeong to shed extra tears, and it appeared that Hansungs personal eyes have been reddening as effectively.
It wasnt that he couldnt bear to scrub it up, nor did he deliberately evoke disappointment in himself
Its simply its exhausting for me to scrub it up with my very own fingers. And after seeing it for thus lengthy, it doesnt have an effect on me anymore.
However that couldnt be true.
How lengthy has it been?
Since Bo-eun handed away? Its been seven years now. I began dwelling alone about six years in the past
Residing with unhappy folks both divided or multiplied their sorrow.
It appeared that Hansung and his spouse belonged to the latter class.
Hansung and Yoomyeong silently drank their alcoholit was an evening after they wanted it. Hansungs eyes step by step turned darkish, and he spoke about himself for the primary time.
Bo-eun was so lovely.
Sure. She regarded loads such as you, Senior.
She was a daddys woman. She even stated Dad earlier than Mother. The primary phrase she ever spoke was after I was on TV. She stated Dad-da. My spouse simply known as it babbling, however I heard her clearly.
It’s essential to have been very glad.
Hansungs lifted the corners of his mouth in a fleeting smile.
I grew up with out dad and mom.
Yoomyeong, who already knew about Hansungs previous from the media, merely nodded quietly.
The scariest factor for me was having a toddler. I didnt know what a dad ought to be like, so I needed to study step-by-step to grow to be dad
In contrast to performing, that is actual life. I needed to grow to be the very best dad for Bo-eun, however I had no method to observe. I used to be scared as a result of I didnt know something about elevating a bit baby. What if I damage her as a result of I didnt know?
His voice, heavy with the burden of alcohol, was tinged with poignant disappointment.
The true disappointment that the actor, identified for conveying grief so effectively that he had earned the title of The King of tragic performing, revealed was painful.
Yoomyeong listened patiently, permitting Hansung to specific the ache that appeared inseparable from him.
Then, after some time, Yoomyeong cautiously supplied a suggestion.
Senior, I believe I’d know an answer for the performing block youre going through proper now
Oh? What’s it?
True to his actor instincts, Hansungs alcohol-induced drowsiness was instantly dispelled.
He checked out Yoomyeong with anticipation, and Yoomyeong struggled to proceed talking.
He knew without having affirmation from Miho.
Have you ever thought of shifting?
Hansung tilted his head, puzzled.
Shifting? You imply, the home is affecting me? I dont suppose so
After initially reacting defensively, Hansung determined to be extra trustworthy concerning the motive when he noticed Yoomyeongs silent gaze.
The reality is yeah, Ive thought of it
However I really feel responsible in direction of Bo-eun The Childrens Grand Park was close by, and he or she actually liked that she might experience her bicycle within the yard.
The sorrow appeared to swell immediately within the area that held so many reminiscences.
The gaps that Hansung diligently patched up throughout performing observe would,
like a poorly constructed dam underneath strain, burst open each time he returned residence.
Im not saying you need to overlook the reminiscences. However a wound must heal, even when a scar stays I believe the place retains reopening the wound
Wont Bo-eun be unhappy if she thinks Im forgetting her?
Despite the fact that it was one thing Hansung knew intellectually, with the ability to settle for it emotionally was troublesome.
Im sorry for being presumptuous however would you be glad for those who have been in a foul place and Bo-eun needed to dwell in sorrow for seven years, realizing that she hasnt forgotten and is continually reminiscing about her father?
Yoomyeong understood that it could possibly be uncomfortable to listen to, however it was essential to voice this angle to somebody drowning within the inertia of grief.
As anticipated, Hansungs face, which had briefly contorted, slowly relaxed as he sighed.
Thats true its not proper. However you wouldnt perceive the center of a father or mother, Actor Shin.
Im sorry.
However as an actor, your recommendation isnt unsuitable. I requested to your opinion, in any case. Thanks for being keen to debate one thing so troublesome.
Feeling sympathetic for Hansung, Yoomyeong got here up with an concept.
Um Hyung.
Sure?
Hansung blinked on the sudden change in deal with.
How about staying at my place for a few week? We might have an performing camp.
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